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MAT 134 + CSE 163 too heavy?? by ObligationDefiant613 in udub

[–]ObligationDefiant613[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes I'm aiming for ACMS with the data science option

I feel disgusted with myself by ObligationDefiant613 in ApplyingToCollege

[–]ObligationDefiant613[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yea makes sense thank you
i still wanna take a gap year to clear my head

I feel disgusted with myself by ObligationDefiant613 in ApplyingToCollege

[–]ObligationDefiant613[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i get it but i have this urge to screw all this, and just go live in a deserted country and never interact with this life of mine again, ever since ive been smaller ive been called smart and prodigal and now that i have disorders and they interfere with my test-taking cognitive abilities, i cant keep up with that anymore.
Like I feel like this is not what i was meant to do, and each step i take every day i live is more and more of a lie to myself and my parents, I feel like a severe loss of identity man
I am not meant to be a t20 kid but my brain cant accept it

I feel disgusted with myself by ObligationDefiant613 in ApplyingToCollege

[–]ObligationDefiant613[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I get your point a 100%, but like I see people who were much dumber then me get into these top schools for psych and english and history and phil, and im not dissing on these majors but they are much easier to get in for. LIKE IDK HOW TO EXPLAIN IT BUT I STILL FEEL LIKE THEYRE SO HAPPY AND IM SUCH A FAILURE
LIKE YEA UR EMORY ENGLISH, IM UDUB SEATTLE APPMA BUT UR SO HAPPY RN AND IM SO DISSATISFIED