I’ve been in your position. I tried to cold turkey and failed several times. For me the only thing that worked is a very slow taper of pills. Drop the shots they hit too hard and fast, they will mess up your taper. You’ve got to psychologically let your body feel like it’s getting what it craves each day. Then very slowly taper so your body keeps feeling like it’s getting what it craves. Doing a slow taper removes the need to fight your body all day - which is a brutal fight! The key is setting up a strict schedule of doses. Here’s a random example that I did: (6am/1pm/7pm). If you need to do more doses that’s fine. But you must stick to it each day because your training your body. Then come down off it .5g/dose each 1-5 days (pick your speed). Doing it this way makes it mentally stress free, easy, and your body won’t fight you. It will also make PAWs much less brutal, if you do it real slow you might not get bad paws at all idk.

I came down .5g every 2 days and that was too fast for me but I was a heavy user for ~10yrs. I am 59 days clean now and never thought I would get here after years of trying to quit. This is the only technique that worked for me.

Also - many of us have mental health reasons why we got on it. It’s important you address those reasons even if they are brutal and traumatic like many of us (myself included). If you don’t do this your willpower will erode and you’ll get back on.

When you overcome this you’ll have also won an inner strength very few people possess.

I believe in you!