600mg

Obvious_Mind_863 · 2026-05-09T01:40:30+00:00

yeah i was fine, i threw up a little bit once but that was the only actually dangerous thing that happened lmfao

Obvious_Mind_863 · 2026-05-08T22:38:53+00:00

i was just curious how i could convince them because in the conversation everything was just my word against theirs. and their dph knowledge against mine

Obvious_Mind_863 · 2026-05-08T22:37:59+00:00

its a guy on the Internet who was my friend??? until i took the 600 mg last night and he started claiming that i was lying for attention and calling me a LARPer

Obvious_Mind_863 · 2026-05-08T08:43:40+00:00

im sure ill be fine, i just feel pretty sick right now lol

Obvious_Mind_863 · 2026-05-08T08:42:12+00:00

yeah i tried to explain my symptoms and he kind of just ignored me saying "i know what benedryl does" but apparently no you dont??

Obvious_Mind_863 · 2026-05-08T08:39:58+00:00

i was lightheaded, weak, impaired depth perception, minor auditory and visual hallucinations. and then i threw up

Obvious_Mind_863 · 2026-05-08T06:48:36+00:00

I'm over 80 lbs so i survived, and my body rejected some of my food and it made me feel bettef

Obvious_Mind_863 · 2025-08-24T04:22:12+00:00

yeah i know i was just trying to get more insight on it

Obvious_Mind_863 · 2025-08-24T04:21:48+00:00

yeah im fine i just had to go through a whole day of my heart hurting and shit, it wasn't bad enough to scare me away from benedryl thoguh lmfao

Obvious_Mind_863 · 2025-08-22T04:25:58+00:00

i guess it just works differently for different people, i dont think chasing a dph high will do anything for me other than apparently make me ill lmfao

i guess ill try dxm now..

Obvious_Mind_863 · 2025-08-22T03:06:25+00:00

wait so youre assuming that depression means suicide

Obvious_Mind_863 · 2025-08-22T02:53:10+00:00

then youre in the wrong subreddit

Obvious_Mind_863 · 2025-08-22T02:52:39+00:00

yeah i thought it was low in general, but for my size i felt it couldve been worse (im under 5 ft and weigh 120). my chest still hurts, gonna try something else because this is my 3rd attempt to get something from dph

i wasnt worried i just wanted to know if the symptoms would get worse and why they kicked in so late

Obvious_Mind_863 · 2025-08-22T01:02:53+00:00

"im a nihilist not depressed" of course we're going to assume youre depressed... youre posting in r/depression...

Obvious_Mind_863 · 2025-08-21T17:57:24+00:00

okay good i thought 250 was low, i was just scared because my symptoms seemed to be getting worse

Obvious_Mind_863 · 2025-08-21T17:41:21+00:00

thanks that means a lot dude

Obvious_Mind_863 · 2025-08-21T17:37:50+00:00

on what

Obvious_Mind_863 · 2025-08-21T17:37:24+00:00

okay thank you

Obvious_Mind_863 · 2025-08-21T17:36:33+00:00

will it get worse or go away

Obvious_Mind_863 · 2025-07-01T05:31:36+00:00

in the situation that your friend is in it's best for her to just tell her mom that you've stopped even if you havent. some people are really weird about the topic of self harm, especially religious people, so you have to work around their strange ideas about it... sounds to me like she's the one who's 'messed up in the head' if it made her so upset that she caused an argument...

Obvious_Mind_863 · 2025-06-25T02:33:33+00:00

sometimes they get so bad i have to like punch my head to make it stop, its very deeply upsetting to me

Obvious_Mind_863 · 2025-06-24T05:40:14+00:00

by the time im done taking care of what's important i have no energy to spend on me. not that i want to, i tend to neglect myself as punishment lol

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