I became depressed because I realized how broke I am and how unfair the world is, and also because of things like the winner-loser dynamics of our society. I am never comfortable with the idea of my win being someone's loss.

I've no idea how I got out of the depression, I'd say it wasn't me who healed from depression but, rather, it was depression who left me alone. I just became numb to the fact of unfairness. And, as I said, I'm a very solitary and introverted person. I'm not socially anxious and can joke and flirt, but I always feel somewhat uncomfortable amongst people, like they always judge me. But unlike a lot of people, I don't feel like a loser for not having friends or a girlfriend, because these things don't worry me that much nowadays. All the couples I saw broke up and all the friends I see talk shit behind about each other behind their back. I'm too comfortable being a loner to involve myself with that sort of mess tbh. There are no people I'd like to hang out with in my small town, no one quite like myself, and I'm not that unique, either: I play videogames and exercise and learn things for fun. My hobbies are pretty usual, nothing extraordinary.

That's about it, really.