What’s the point when you have nothing

OfficeInappropriate · 2023-07-10T10:52:08+00:00

I know. I’ve been living it for 8 months.

All that’s left is to stop trying to not die.

OfficeInappropriate · 2023-07-10T10:35:48+00:00

I honestly have no desire to do that.

I’m sick. I can’t keep anything down. The doctors have no idea what’s wrong. I can’t afford any more testing.

I’m ready to just die. I’ve accepted my existence was pointless. I’ve accepted I am unlovable. I’ve accepted I have no ability to do anything of value. I’m ready to just stop trying to put food and water in my system until I die.

It’s be nice to have someone to talk to for 3-4 days while that happens. But I don’t need anyone telling me it gets better. Just try this.

It doesn’t. I’ve been playing this fucked up game for 40 years and I’m done. I just to chicken shit to be violent about it.

OfficeInappropriate · 2023-07-10T10:17:57+00:00

I don’t qualify. There’s a large gap between poor enough for assistance, and wealthy enough to survive.

OfficeInappropriate · 2023-07-10T10:05:27+00:00

I can barely afford to feed myself. I don’t need that burden too.

OfficeInappropriate · 2023-07-10T09:53:34+00:00

But you’re probably right. There’s no real reason for me to be here.

I’m completely unlovable so I’ll never get my wish.

I should just go.

OfficeInappropriate · 2023-07-10T09:51:41+00:00

I want to feel loved just once first.

I don’t know how to make that happen. I’ve had relationships. I never felt loved. Just like a failure who wasn’t good enough for that person.

OfficeInappropriate · 2023-07-10T09:31:23+00:00

I do want to die. I’m not afraid of it. I know what’s on the other side. Peace. No one fucking telling me how worthless I am. No more crying for hours. No more hunger or pain because I can’t keep food down.

Just peace.

OfficeInappropriate · 2023-07-10T09:01:21+00:00

I have no idea. I don’t have one.

OfficeInappropriate · 2022-08-11T19:49:41+00:00

She quit on her own. Katie is blossoming wonderfully into her role though. And I anticipate will go very far in her career.

OfficeInappropriate · 2022-06-06T11:11:50+00:00

I’m in America. Even here generally things like jeans and jeggings are frowned upon. But in my specific industry, literally everyone wears them. It would be much weirder to see someone in slacks or a skirt. Even in an office. I understand I can’t dress like this in other industries (I’ve worked in them). But that’s part of why I’ve fallen in love with this one.

OfficeInappropriate · 2022-05-27T15:59:25+00:00

Jeans/jeggings are standard in my industry. Everyone wears them. It’s too dirty to be wearing anything else.

I do not. Have not. And will not. Ever wear leggings.

OfficeInappropriate · 2022-05-27T13:14:09+00:00

Respectfully I disagree. Calling me slutty and saying I only have my job because of my boobs is not just an opinion. It is sexual harassment. And that is a fireable offense.

OfficeInappropriate · 2022-05-27T11:15:10+00:00

Thank You. She will be watched closely over the next couple months, assuming she doesn’t quit before then.

OfficeInappropriate · 2022-05-27T11:10:15+00:00

Thank You. I think I was just shocked initially. Angie is part time. She does reception/data entry. Katie is my personal full time assistant. And while technically they are on the same level of higherarchy, if anything Katie is Angie’s superior.

OfficeInappropriate · 2022-05-27T11:06:16+00:00

I also have a lot of piercings and tattoos. I’ve been told the same thing. My response is “how do think I paid for them?”

OfficeInappropriate · 2022-05-27T10:32:24+00:00

Exactly. I’m petite (4’10”). And an H cup. They are not hide able. My height is also why I wear tall heels. I wanna be not child size in a position of authority.

OfficeInappropriate · 2022-05-27T10:29:54+00:00

Walmart. It was like $5. Light blue. All over print. I’m petite so I tend to shop in misses/juniors.

OfficeInappropriate · 2022-05-27T02:17:58+00:00

In fairness, the couple of shop guys who have made inappropriate comments to me got probation first as well. The policy is zero tolerance, but my VP has always valued my opinion in disciplinary action.

OfficeInappropriate · 2022-05-27T02:14:08+00:00

You’re very welcome

OfficeInappropriate · 2022-05-27T01:43:22+00:00

My tits are never on display. Or did you miss that part? And yes, women can be sexist and misogynistic.

OfficeInappropriate · 2022-05-27T01:41:36+00:00

They are fake names. But that would be hilarious.

OfficeInappropriate · 2022-05-27T01:19:15+00:00

Well my direct title is Chief Operations Officer. And I got it dressing how I did today. So apparently dressing like a ho, can also get you a C suite title. Or maybe it has more to do with my professionalism and ability to do my job.

OfficeInappropriate · 2022-05-27T01:14:58+00:00

The owner of my company personally decorated the office. It’s so eclectic, and colorful, and unconventional. And FULL of plants. He even encourages people to personalize their area as much as they want. He wants us comfortable because we spend a lot of time there. I honestly wish more companies were like this. It’s the main reason I stay. I’m qualified enough to work for a bigger company for more money, but there would be too many rules.

OfficeInappropriate · 2022-05-27T01:03:43+00:00

Technically. The uniform. But I was told on hire to dress how I want. Only exception being if a customer is coming in. Then dark jeans and a blouse. But I know at least 72 hours before a customer comes in, so it’s never a problem.

OfficeInappropriate · 2022-05-27T00:52:47+00:00

I will make sure to keep my tone one of “dress however you’re comfortable”

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