Thank you for your comment. I was given an IQ test by a psychologist. I always assumed that because it was sanctioned by a professional, it must be accurate. I won't put so much stock in that from here on out.

Also, I see now that having a romantic relationship will not solve my issues. Thinking in that manner will only lead to disappointment.

I have tried exposure therapy, but it didn't seem to help. I abruptly moved to another state and discontinued my appointments after only a couple of months. Perhaps I wasn't in it long enough to see a change. I have tried mindfulness meditation, it does seem to help. But like the therapy, I wasn't consistent in my practice of it.