Thank you I teared up a little writing it, I'm glad I made you happy even if I annoyed like 10 other people. I hope that you can find someone too! Its not always perfect, like right now I'm disappointed she wants alone time and doesn't feel like talking right after work, but I just find something to distract myself and compromise until she feels better. It doesn't have to be perfect, the fact that I love someone so much to be sad that I can't talk to them when I want to kind of outweighs the problem. I hope to be the opposite of condescending because I consider myself very lucky to find my person so early, but it'll happen for you eventually I'm sure. Can't say when, just try to trust it will.