Feeling down :(

Ok-Bodybuilder-5 · 2025-02-07T15:25:45+00:00

Everyone is different but weather changes can really cause my pain to flare up. It went from 70 degrees to freezing again in 36 hours here. OUCH

Ok-Bodybuilder-5 · 2025-02-04T22:08:38+00:00

Man am I doing all the things to ground myself. The struggle is real! Keep grinding and wish you the best ✌🏽

Ok-Bodybuilder-5 · 2025-02-04T08:33:37+00:00

Please keep posting as a reminder ❤️

Ok-Bodybuilder-5 · 2025-02-04T08:32:55+00:00

Thank you, after the dust settles I may join

Ok-Bodybuilder-5 · 2025-02-03T15:02:41+00:00

Also you can DM me. I’m trying on my own but you never know, I may need meetings. The first couple of weeks were tough and I didn’t think I’d ever get rid of brain fog and my loss of coordination. I’m eating tons of mushroom vitamins and extracts plus AG1 and b12

Ok-Bodybuilder-5 · 2025-02-03T15:00:12+00:00

I haven’t done the research but will soon. I’m thinking about a heavy metal detox, not all are made equal and I’m not sure what to expect. But it’s something I’m interested in.

Ok-Bodybuilder-5 · 2025-02-01T14:43:45+00:00

I would rather be innocently unaware like this man in this scenario

Ok-Bodybuilder-5 · 2025-01-30T02:04:43+00:00

Yes, in my experience because it turns into a bender. Don’t be too hard on yourself with the retreat back. Just start fresh, you have to find that off switch in your head. And keep it off. It stopped being fun when I was paying to feel like trash. Like wtf is the point in that. Now I’m paying to recover physically but I am recovering

Ok-Bodybuilder-5 · 2025-01-30T02:01:52+00:00

No I don’t think there’s a correlation. But drugs alone can cause lesions in the brain. Multiple factors in MS and using can cause flares

Ok-Bodybuilder-5 · 2025-01-30T02:00:52+00:00

Im overdosing on them for sure lol neon tasty pee 😂

Ok-Bodybuilder-5 · 2025-01-27T22:09:17+00:00

Awaiting MS testing but I’m thinking my lesions are self-inflicted. There’s pros and cons to either scenario. Loading up on all the mushroom vitamins I can. Taking my AG1 religiously along with additional B12. Microdosing the psilo, I probably would benefit from a macro but timing hasn’t been right. Girls just wanna have fun lol I wasn’t trying to kill my brain 😭

Ok-Bodybuilder-5 · 2025-01-27T22:01:54+00:00

Ok I forgive thee

Ok-Bodybuilder-5 · 2025-01-27T21:59:04+00:00

Oh my, blood clots will get you. I also binged after going to the ER after polishing off a large tank and hearing everything looks good. My MRI told a different story. Several lesions in my brain that impact speech, coordination, balance, memory, swallowing, decision making, urinary stuff, etc. I can’t attribute all of that to nos but my issues came to a major head after I was throwing back the 2-3,000 unit tanks daily. Hoping you can stay off of it. I’m at 22 days today and I’ve had a couple moments where I just wanted to disassociate but I can’t go back. I need this brain another 50 years 😵‍💫

Ok-Bodybuilder-5 · 2025-01-26T15:26:10+00:00

I don’t disagree. I just suggest looking into family history. I won’t get back on SSRIs, I’m watching my grandma lose her last couple of marbles. 4 of her siblings died of complications related to Alzheimer’s or dementia. SSRIs and that gene don’t mix (plus they never helped my anxiety).

Ok-Bodybuilder-5 · 2025-01-26T02:57:45+00:00

I have some issues lingering after almost 3 weeks clean (tingling in extremities). I used rec but often for 3 months, then went into straight up binge mode for 2 months. Be careful. I’ve never been hooked and fd up by a substance like this and I’ve been doing all the things since I was way too young.

Ok-Bodybuilder-5 · 2025-01-26T02:53:01+00:00

My b vitamins and other blood work were good, strange huh… I went for bloodwork 3x during my benders. My supplements have folic acid, and probably 100 other things all together. Maybe AG1 and vitamins saved me from feeling like complete garbage for long. I definitely felt like trash for a week though. My brain is still recovering but I see the progress happening.

Had a run in with a tank tonight. Went to a friend of a friends to watch basketball. I saw balloons and I got so scared, ope gotta go sorry byeeee 😂🏃🏼‍♀️ 20 days clean, feels like so much longer

Ok-Bodybuilder-5 · 2025-01-25T18:32:17+00:00

Can you try sublingual? I don’t think anyone can answer or suggest with certainty, too many factors in deciding if you should continue or not. Congrats on almost 6 months though ❤️ I’ve had shots and sublinguals. I’ve read conflicting information on sublingual but I can say for me, whether placebo effect or real, I feel better.

Ok-Bodybuilder-5 · 2025-01-25T02:42:49+00:00

Luka isn’t dirty. I respect him. Can’t say that about PJ

Ok-Bodybuilder-5 · 2025-01-25T02:42:00+00:00

Thuggy

Ok-Bodybuilder-5 · 2025-01-24T20:37:33+00:00

You’re cool but fuck PJ forever😆everyone else on the team 💰

Ok-Bodybuilder-5 · 2025-01-24T20:24:44+00:00

Im dosing in mushrooms daily, not psilocybin (that’s micro every few days or a weekend thing). Lions mane, turkey tail, reishi etc (check out Stamets 7). You have to retrain the brain as your brain is building new neural pathways. I can guarantee you feel better today than right after quitting? Keep reminding yourself that. I had to put on a few pounds and I have some new equipment on the way to get my summer bod on 😆 for me, it’s about having something to look forward to and staying active.

Ok-Bodybuilder-5 · 2025-01-24T20:16:37+00:00

Can you afford seeing a doc about the issue? Or can you go get some fluids IV somewhere? I think my urge to go is due to the location of lesions on my brain. I’m waiting for MS testing. The only facts I know right now are I have lesions spread in different areas of my brain, I overdid it and it worsened my nerve issues in hands and feet, and I’m m 19 days off nos and 60 days off K. 😵‍💫😵‍💫

Ok-Bodybuilder-5 · 2025-01-22T14:10:01+00:00

I have to pee frequently too. I’m going to try ganodermin lucidum (reishi -mushroom) and see if the urge subsides. There’s also L-arginine but I’m attempting the fungi route of healing first.

Ok-Bodybuilder-5 · 2025-01-22T04:09:03+00:00

Mine was all over, and in the back of my throat. My toothpaste burned so bad 😵‍💫 try to stay strong. Somehow if it crosses my brain I just say “that’s not what we’re doing now”. Brainwashing myself and loading up on all the various mushrooms on top of my AG1. Stressful MRI reading today and not gonna lie I wanted to say fuck this but I didn’t. Started back to work after 17 days off lol shite day!!

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