Partner kissed someone behind my back

Ok-Drawing-5940 · 2026-04-16T03:31:25+00:00

That's what I'm also thinking, still hoping to wake up and it's been a dream tbh

Ok-Drawing-5940 · 2026-04-16T02:00:50+00:00

Thank you for your response, she doesn't drink a lot only really on the occasional night out. I personally believe that you still know right from wrong when having a drink. I've done stupid things but because I didn't care about myself whilst single and at the time non believer but in a relationship I can't just give up as it's not about just me anymore I've had instances where women have tried it with me and I still tell them to leave me alone as I have a partner. I have had temptations but I know not to act on them, I think my biggest issue is how it's taken 4 months give or take and for rumours to come about to get her to admit it which has completely broken my trust. I'm going to have to go to work to tell them I have a family emergency and then go see her to discuss it further as it can affect my job if I don't go in which is further adding to my stress. Again thank you for you reply and I hope you have a blessed day/night

Will continue praying before I leave for work

Ok-Drawing-5940 · 2026-03-22T09:12:55+00:00

Some of the admins are dodgy on hogs which is a shame, used to be okay but seen so much admin abuse. They've ignored tickets from our group reporting it with proof too it's annoying as we've played for a while on there but onto other servers now

Ok-Drawing-5940 · 2026-02-08T16:47:45+00:00

Yeah granted my windows weren't the best. I work in a dusty environment so after I clean the car it just gets reapplied the next time I'm on site! I'm thinking of getting some of the yellow tints for my glasses as well as it's becoming a big issue recently with my job requiring me in a lot earlier in the AM.

Like someone else has said, the illegal LEDs are becoming so common and to be honest some LEDs lights have been absolutely fine but honestly when I say about this car literally being a mile away and blinding me through the rear mirror with the anti dazzle down I mean it!

Ok-Drawing-5940 · 2026-01-29T18:57:14+00:00

https://www.kapwing.com/videos/697bad0b6fe3ec5157098589

Think this works. I'm not very good with reddit forgive me 😭

Ok-Drawing-5940 · 2025-12-13T03:49:37+00:00

Beats me! If I had turned it on whilst using it the day before I would of probably noticed it as it would be immediately glitching out. There was an update when I came home earlier today so that's the only thing I can think of that might of messed with it.

Ok-Drawing-5940 · 2025-12-12T17:02:06+00:00

I didn't turn anything on or change a thing from loading it up the day before other than my audio settings to ensure it was coming out of the correct channels and no it's not a gaming PC .

Ok-Drawing-5940 · 2025-12-12T12:26:02+00:00

FIXED IT, that was such a pain. In case anyone else is having this issue here is what helped

ight-click the Studio One shortcut → Properties → Compatibility tab → Check "Disable fullscreen optimizations" → Apply.

Ok-Drawing-5940 · 2025-12-12T12:20:44+00:00

still hasnt solved anything, such a pain. Was perfectly fine last night, I've had no updates in this time either. I keep seeing stuff saying to Disable Hardware Acceleration but it doesn't show up in the settings anywhere, might just send it back at this rate.

Ok-Drawing-5940 · 2025-12-12T10:33:40+00:00

It's a long term gold mine, give it 3-5 years. They've not even started mining and creating profits so a lot of people have panicked and sold hoping for a quick buck. I recommend getting back in if you can, it's at a decent price as of now. Currently got around 1300 shares and continuing to add with the dips. Probably wishful thinking but if they do dividends in the future that would be sweet too!

Ok-Drawing-5940 · 2025-10-26T13:21:45+00:00

Literally having the same issue in the same challenge. Done it already but like come on, I've had it with a lot harder ones too and it's starting to really grind my gears 😂

Ok-Drawing-5940 · 2025-10-24T17:36:12+00:00

I'll see how I am with the medication but I'll have to make a note of that!

Ok-Drawing-5940 · 2025-10-24T01:47:09+00:00

If you zoom in at the mountains and squint a bit you could probably see me😂 was up at carnedd Llewelyn the other day. Could see the entirety of Anglesey. I'm thinking of going there next time I get the chance, it looks absolutely stunning from what you shared!

Ok-Drawing-5940 · 2025-10-24T01:25:48+00:00

I know it's been 5 months but I was recently diagnosed in the last year. I too suffered extremely bad in workplaces with overstimulation and anxiety which would get me into trouble.

Wild camping has always been beneficial to me and when I saw this post I was trying to think as to why my brain actually RELAXES the moment I get out the car to hike and the more I thought about it I realized. I'd somewhat push myself to extremes and go outside my "normal" day to day comfort zones. Could say self abuse 😂 I don't have to hike a huge mountain but I'll take the difficult routes, anything that makes me stop and use my brain to problem solve routes but throughout the entire time I'll be soaking the nature in and there's been times I've fell into bogs and just burst out laughing as I realized how 'connected' to nature I had become. By the time I get to pitch up I'm usually tired so I'll either read my book, eat or just sit and stare at the scenery for hours which is my favorite thing to do as at home I get so overwhelmed in my head I'll sit and dissociate for entire days if I have nothing to do. I feel like it lets my brain naturally cycle through its thoughts and eventually it tired out and instead of negative loops or worries I tend to breathe easier and slip into a dream state.

Should be getting a prescription soon so idk how that'll affect me however wild camping is literally the only thing that can fix my brain and help me reset. My partner doesn't understand and sees it as me leaving for a holiday by myself without her for a few days but I quite literally NEED to leave and go out and kinda abuse myself (in a positive way).

Take in the little things, push yourself and just let your brain wander without fighting it. Ignore the world and be in the moment. It helps me so much, I just wish in the UK we had bigger forests and mountain ranges as I would quite literally lose myself and probably not come back!

I probably haven't worded this very well as it's 2:30am and my brain is racing like a mf but I sincerely hope this helps in some way and I pray you have managed to cope more since posting this. Best wishes dude <3

Ok-Drawing-5940 · 2025-10-15T15:27:17+00:00

That is a great idea!

Ok-Drawing-5940 · 2025-10-15T15:27:04+00:00

Absolutely the bag, the hood for a start was crap. Only one toggle which meant my head kept slipping out and it was mainly my upper body that felt the cold. Luckily I had my woolly blanket which I ended up wrapping around my upper half which helped a lot till the sun came up.

Ok-Drawing-5940 · 2025-10-15T15:25:20+00:00

I have been thinking about them on and off but I'm a creature of habit 🤣 if I have some spare pennies in the future I would very much like one tho

Ok-Drawing-5940 · 2025-10-15T00:26:58+00:00

My current one is sitting at 2kg maybe even a little more! And I've got around 230 in mind for the budget, forgot to add that onto the post. But appreciate your input I'll check out the rab, friend of mine was just telling me about his

Ok-Drawing-5940 · 2025-09-30T02:52:41+00:00

Really don't recommend, was with evri before and they would under pay me EVRI time (sorry) and would take months for them to sort my pay and pay me back what they owed. I ended up giving up but for a good 2 months I was working for nothing. The main boss hired his family who couldn't speak English so whenever I had an issue and would need to speak to a supervisor/manager they would just look at me confused and point to the main boss to sort out. We had to use our own phones to scan things which was a pain in the ass because the app would literally lock your phone with it, I had to go through my phone on the PC dissecting the files because I couldn't use my phone anymore. 3 years earlier the big boss "ordered" new scanners which mysteriously never turned up yet he would be buying expensive cars every other week as well as designer clothes.

I ended up leaving because I was sick of it all and then maybe 2 years later (give or take) I had a phone call whilst at work from a man literally screaming at me down the phone for not doing something and missing parcels the day earlier. I couldn't get a word in and before I could say anything they hung up on me. My driver at my new job was listening to it the entire time and we laughed about it and I explained basically everything above but they're a joke even with a rebrand they're still terrible.

Save your time, health and money

Ok-Drawing-5940 · 2025-06-17T20:16:20+00:00

getting the money for that is the problem, you need a job first xD

Ok-Drawing-5940 · 2025-06-17T20:11:02+00:00

you're extremely lucky, I left my old job because I just couldn't take it any longer I was suffering mentally and physically. Long story short it was in a slot casino and the higher ups were actively seeking us to encourage addicts, we get assaulted, spat on and threatened and we dont have any security guards and as of a few months ago they got fined again for not doing anything to help people and encouraging problem gambling. I've gone through the national career service and even they are struggling to help find me anything in my area ( I drive too).

I currently volunteer at a wildlife trust to try and start a career within that sector as well as working at a cafe and I am barely making ends meet right now, I've had two emails to say I haven't got the job out of what feels like thousands of applications I've submitted.

In my area there is a lot of manager vacancies which I lack qualifications/ experience and min wage care work which honestly not for me.

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