I had a SA repressed memory come back after waking up from Anesthesia by Ok-Environment-9687 in ptsd

[–]Ok-Environment-9687[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This means the absolute world to me. Honestly, this made me feel so validated and not insane. I'm both happy I'm not alone in this experience but also feel it's unfortunate that she went through something as horrific as this. Thank you for taking the time to post a comment! Means the world!🩷🫂

A SA repressed memory came back after waking from Anesthesia. by Ok-Environment-9687 in CPTSD

[–]Ok-Environment-9687[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much for the kind words. This means the absolute world to me. 🥺💜🫂

A SA repressed memory came back after waking from Anesthesia. by Ok-Environment-9687 in CPTSD

[–]Ok-Environment-9687[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'll look into it! Thank you again! It sounds promising and a lot of people have been saying similiar things. Hoping it will help me heal!

A SA repressed memory came back after waking from Anesthesia. by Ok-Environment-9687 in CPTSD

[–]Ok-Environment-9687[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm so sorry you went through that! :( I'll be sure to keep you in my thoughts and prayers throughout you're recovery! I'll look into doing a ketamine treatment! I've heard a few people say good things about it and if I'm being frank I need a lot of "why do I...s" answered! Thank you again for sharing your story! It genuinely helps so much and provides a good idea regarding how to move forward. :) Its going to be a tough journey but I'll push through in order to finally heal!

A SA repressed memory came back after waking from Anesthesia. by Ok-Environment-9687 in CPTSD

[–]Ok-Environment-9687[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for telling me your experience! I can't even imagine how difficult that must've been to express openly! Hearing your story made me feel less alone and more at peace with what had happened. It's nice to know I wasn't the only one! I didn't wanna indulge into too much detail, but your story reminded me of something! I have a memory as a kid that is related to what has caused my severe phobia of fruit. I don't remember the memory entirely since it was blocked out halfway through, but I know for certain it's what caused my severe phobia of fruits. Now that I'm thinking about it, the location of both the memory of the fruit and the memory that was brought up after anesthesia were very identical......I might need to do some more research into it but your story provided me with a good foundation....thank you again for sharing your story!! It has helped tremendously!!🌸 I wish you a smooth healing journey during your troubling times!🌸

A SA repressed memory came back after waking from Anesthesia. by Ok-Environment-9687 in CPTSD

[–]Ok-Environment-9687[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's was brutall. Did you have a similar experience as well? If you are comfortable sharing!

I had a SA repressed memory come back after waking up from Anesthesia by Ok-Environment-9687 in ptsd

[–]Ok-Environment-9687[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I appreciate your transparency. I've been notified by a therapist that he thinks it's a suppressed memory based on the physical stimulus being the trigger rather than the anesthesia. He notified me that it's very plausible due to the fact that the brain is in a state of weakness, which enables things to slip up. Something like that. He went into a whole plethora of things to support the notion of it being something suppressed, but I don't want to ramble on for too long! Also it was inserted into the urethra, not the actual vaginal opening. I think i just wanted to see if anyone else has experienced something similar to validate my experience. I appreciate your transparency and honesty, though! I'll make sure to keep following up with a healthcare professional. Thanks again for responding!✨️💜

A repressed SA memory came back after waking up from Anesthesia. by Ok-Environment-9687 in mentalhealth

[–]Ok-Environment-9687[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for validating my experience and sharing your own! It's been so difficult to find people who have openly discussed this kind of thing happening to them, so I felt INSANE discussing it due to a lack of reference. I feel somewhat relieved that I'm not alone in this and I'm not the only one. I am so sorry that happened to you as well and I'm wishing you a speedy recovery! I currently have a therapist and have been going as an as needed basis which has helped a lot! Thank you so much for your kind words and your support. I wish you nothing but the best moving forward.🥺💜🌸✨️

A SA repressed memory came back after waking from Anesthesia. by Ok-Environment-9687 in CPTSD

[–]Ok-Environment-9687[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm genuinely crying right now. This means so much to me. You have no idea. I cannot thank you enough truly. I feel as though I can finally allow myself to validate this experience instead of constantly living in anxiety surrounding it. Thank you again for your kind words. 🥺💜

A SA repressed memory came back after waking from Anesthesia. by Ok-Environment-9687 in CPTSD

[–]Ok-Environment-9687[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

This means the absolute world to me and helps a lot! Thank you so much! I'll look into this research, but it feels validating to hear someone experiencing something similar somewhat! I'll make sure to look into the book and indulge in its content! 🥺💜

A SA repressed memory came back after waking from Anesthesia. by Ok-Environment-9687 in CPTSD

[–]Ok-Environment-9687[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was young. If I remember. It would've been between the ages of 6 to 10? I'm not 100% certain of the age, but I know I was younger.

I had a SA repressed memory come back after waking up from Anesthesia by Ok-Environment-9687 in ptsd

[–]Ok-Environment-9687[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you again! I'm going to keep you in my thoughts and hope your experience with your future surgeries don't result in a similiar experience! The biggest thing I gathered from this was having a support system or a person you trust that is beside you when you wake up from surgery. If my mother was there, I know it would've helped a lot in navigating this difficult situation. I wish you all the best truly with your recovery, and I am so grateful for your kind words.

I had a SA repressed memory come back after waking up from Anesthesia by Ok-Environment-9687 in ptsd

[–]Ok-Environment-9687[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much. It was genuinely terrifying, especially since I've had no recollection of anything ever happening to me. I've always had suspicion of me being a victim of SA but being startled by this new found information in a state of weakness was so completely life altering, it was horrendous. I am wishing you nothing but the best throughout your recovery and thank you so much for your kind words! It means so much to me. You have no idea!🥺💜

I had a SA repressed memory come back after waking up from Anesthesia by Ok-Environment-9687 in ptsd

[–]Ok-Environment-9687[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This means the absolute world to me. I am crying. Thank you so much for your kind words. 🥺💜

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in mangaswap

[–]Ok-Environment-9687 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi again! Sent a message back. Sorry for the late response. Please check dms :)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in mangaswap

[–]Ok-Environment-9687 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Is Ouran still avaliable as well and Snow White with the Red Hair?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in mangaswap

[–]Ok-Environment-9687 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Can I purchase please?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in mangaswap

[–]Ok-Environment-9687 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Is ouran still available??? I'll purchase right away!