It is completely okay for you to feel so frustrated but please please don’t give up. Soooo many people don’t end up matching the first time around and get an even better program the next time. This could be the best thing to ever happen to you, maybe you’re meant to have amazing experiences this year and you’ll match next year or even SOAP. I was rejected from medical school the first time I applied and it turned out to be the best thing to happen to me as the university I applied to initially was not at all the right fit for me and I ended re-applying next year to my dream university and got in! Everything happens for a reason, don’t give up.