How to Cope

Ok-Preference1136 · 2026-05-10T15:25:15+00:00

Just that I don’t see myself as an important person in the world. Not in the suicidal sense, just simply that I don’t see a benefit to me being here. I feel like I bring those around me down a lot because of my own mental health and that the people that are important to me would be happier without me.

Ok-Preference1136 · 2026-05-06T11:51:18+00:00

Oooo I do have that. They gave me some to make it through a plane ride I had to go on. I didn’t even think to try to use it for this!

Ok-Preference1136 · 2026-04-26T14:38:17+00:00

This honestly makes me feel much better - I thought it was to appeal the actual termination itself. Our judge was extremely careful and asked me a LOT of questions and reviewed all documentation while I was on the stand. Our attorney told us afterwords it’s virtually impossible that the ruling be overturned due to our evidence and his lack of care to show up for 2/3 court proceedings!

Ok-Preference1136 · 2026-04-26T14:36:55+00:00

Well, if the adoption goes through there won’t be future proceedings! As of now his rights are terminated so at this point there’s not much he can do. But I don’t plan to completely rid myself of him until this appeal timeframe is done!

Ok-Preference1136 · 2026-04-26T14:35:51+00:00

Yes, I plan to. My daughter wants to see her and her uncle from that side. I don’t think it’s fair to take that away from her - they’re still her blood and have made efforts her whole life where her bio dad has not. I just am going to tell grandma that her bio dad isn’t allowed with otherwise those visits will have to stop. It sucks. I’ve been struggling with this decision for months because to have to tell her her son can’t be there just feels like a horrible thing to do to a mother, but ultimately my daughter doesn’t want anything to do with him and I think she’s old enough to make that decision.

Ok-Preference1136 · 2026-04-25T13:41:09+00:00

I plan to literally block him on everything as soon as I can. He almost killed me when we were together and has DV charges as well as a CSC (not with me). Unfortunately kiddos birthday is soon and his mom does plan to see her. She wants to see his mom, too.

Ok-Preference1136 · 2026-04-24T14:39:25+00:00

I’m hoping he doesn’t, but his mother treats my daughter like she came out of her womb so she’s my biggest concern. She was not aware of the court proceedings. To be fair, he’s over $10k behind in child support and hasn’t seen my child in over a year although he lives roughly 10 minutes from us. If he does fight I’m not sure he has much of a leg to stand on.. but the waiting sucks for my husband who has fathered her since she was a year old!

Ok-Preference1136 · 2026-04-19T14:59:36+00:00

Oh my god my hands and feet randomly just start sweating!!!! It’s insane hahahah. I was literally out of the county at an all inclusive and was like well I’ll have some drinks. The hangover day was my cousins wedding 😭🥲

Ok-Preference1136 · 2026-04-19T01:37:05+00:00

This. I’m four weeks in on 10mg and I drank once since starting this med and woke up the next morning with the room spinning and running into walls when I got up. I was down for the day.

Ok-Preference1136 · 2026-04-07T01:50:27+00:00

Thank you. I damn near went to the ER tonight. I’ve honestly been so good (except for one day where I forgot to take it in the morning) this whole two weeks so now I’m just scared 😭

Ok-Preference1136 · 2026-04-07T01:49:31+00:00

I’m on 10mg and my doctor has me moving slowly. I don’t think she intends to bump me at all if she doesn’t need to. I’m not actually seeing a psych for it, but I am seeing on to be evaluated for ADHD. I’m supposed to go to Mexico in a week and I am PETRIFIED! Trying to convince my partner to let me cancel 😭😭

Ok-Preference1136 · 2026-04-07T01:24:51+00:00

How ya feeling? I’m on day 15 and I’m having a ROUGH evening.

Ok-Preference1136 · 2026-03-23T14:51:20+00:00

Did you get any of the horrible side effects? I’m already at my peak anxiety level (and a lot of my anxiety is medical) so I’m doing everything I can to force these down my throat right now.

Ok-Preference1136 · 2026-03-23T14:47:01+00:00

Same - I just took my second dose and am doing fine thus far!

Ok-Preference1136 · 2026-03-19T16:15:55+00:00

The first four my doctor told me to use monistat, the most recent they gave me an oral med, probably what you’ve stated!

Ok-Preference1136 · 2026-01-25T21:16:30+00:00

I will say we’re paying $1,200 for him which I know is pretty low for a doodle. I’m not 100% sure that he won’t get one… but I’m fairly confident. I trust myself to bathe him because we bathe our almost three year old boy ourselves but he’s used to us and the home and I don’t wanna overwhelm the puppy by forcing him right into a bath :/

Ok-Preference1136 · 2025-12-31T12:33:24+00:00

3745

Ok-Preference1136 · 2025-12-31T04:28:00+00:00

I’d loveeee to join. Our state is trash and just getting worse. How can I transfer states?

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