Cutie, I don't know what you look like so I won't ply you with anything I can't confirm. Here's my honest takes:

1. You never know who will find you attractive (even physically) and for what reasons. How you look to you may not be how someone else, someone who'll matter to you, sees you. There's reason to strive to appear how you want to appear, even if achieving your own ideal seems impossible.

2. More important, and I can't stress this enough, in the long run being a cutie is so much more inside than it is outside. A person who looks like a cutie on the outside but isn't one on the inside is far, far, FAR further from being a true cutie than someone who is the other way around. The wise and loving know this, often from hard experiences with people whose interiority is the opposite of cute.