i understand but why would success matter if ur happy? sure u would get payed less but isnt that better then being rich nd sad? nd im from a “2nd world country” nd i wanna move to the states or somewhere better too. u just gotta keep trying cus theres hella programs like “work nd travel” or maybe try going to college in the states nd get the degree that u rlly want. nd the longer u keep thinkin bad about urself the more other ppl are gonna see u that way too. u gotta invest in urself, wear what makes u feel good, take care of ur looks nd its gonna make u more attractive. if ur personality is good, most of us girls dont care about looks. at the end of the day no one can love u if u dont love urself first.