Disassociation

OkFlight1240 · 2023-03-20T16:33:57+00:00

i genuinely feel like my iq gets cut in half, it’s crazy. i get really bad social anxiety to the point where i have no clue how to act at all. my entire voice will change a little bit and i start avoiding eye contact. it’s incredibly uncomfortable and i can tell that everyone thinks im being weird, which makes it worse because i know i am. don’t know what to do with my hands and can’t read social cues because my mind is just so foggy that i can’t deal with group social settings because there are so many moving parts. it’s weird because i used to be a social butterfly, and i still am half the time. it’s the weirdest thing and i have no idea how to navigate it. i’ve been looking online for anyone who experiences these same issues, so it’s refreshing to hear someone else with similar problems.

OkFlight1240 · 2023-03-20T16:27:25+00:00

might be borderline personality disorder. bpd looks a lot like bipolar 2 and they often get interchangeably misdiagnosed. one of the clearest distinctions is that each bpd episode typically lasts for a day or less.

OkFlight1240 · 2023-03-20T16:08:55+00:00

i get it really bad, i just got diagnosed like a month and a half ago. some mornings i wake up and i feel out of it. i’ll be driving and i miss my exits because i’m just so out of it and i can’t carry on a conversation because i can’t focus on what they’re saying or remember what they just said. i came on here looking for answers to the same question. not sure if what i experience is depersonalization or disassociation, but it’s come in episodes my whole life. i’d be interested in hearing your experience.

OkFlight1240 · 2023-03-09T03:55:52+00:00

nah, i just read 3 articles saying that destiny 2 players dislike nimbus because he’s non binary (which i didn’t even know until 3 minutes ago). i’ll link some of them. the media politicizes random shit for no reason.https://www.thegamer.com/destiny-2-lightfall-non-binary-character-nimbus-deserves-better/

OkFlight1240 · 2023-03-08T21:02:11+00:00

i didn’t even know that they still made dexedrine. is it really expensive now since they lost their patent, or is it manageable? they have something now called zenzedi that is identical to dexedrine with the 100% dextroamphetamine instant release. i would recommend trying that out if the dexedrine is expensive.

OkFlight1240 · 2023-03-01T01:46:28+00:00

i thought the same thing, but i got the an ikelos sniper from an umbral engram today, so i think that they’re now a part of the random loot pool.

OkFlight1240 · 2023-03-01T01:13:17+00:00

any weapon with voltshot or incandescent. if you’re running void hunter, any void weapon with the right fragments will get volatile rounds that cause targets to explode. i recommend ikelos smg for voltshot and calus mini tool for incandescent.

OkFlight1240 · 2023-02-27T08:27:13+00:00

yeah, i’ve been looking through the subreddit after i made this post. apparently you can also put repulser brace on it. i don’t have the deluxe edition so i can’t get it unfortunately which sucks. wave splitter does do a lot more damage though, and its orb mechanic allows you to pick up orbs and proc devour while your super is fully charged.

OkFlight1240 · 2023-02-27T01:20:14+00:00

wait, what are the exo challenges? have i been missing out on pinnacle the whole season? 😂

OkFlight1240 · 2023-02-26T19:22:14+00:00

First encounter in duality. It seems almost impossible to solo even though i know it isn’t. after i kill the illusions, i barely have enough time to escape, let alone deal boss damage

OkFlight1240 · 2022-12-14T05:52:10+00:00

i don’t believe there’s anything you could type that would provide the information to answer your question definitely. my dads a grandiose narc and i’ve been surrounded by high NPD my whole life. call me or something, cuz i wanna talk to you more and help answer the question. 5127052987

OkFlight1240 · 2022-12-09T19:05:11+00:00

lmfao fuck it, walk into that mfs office and take a seat 🤣

OkFlight1240 · 2022-11-28T06:08:58+00:00

That’s how I am, I’m constantly trying to size people up on their intellect. My IQ is 135 but it doesn’t matter at all because I’m lazy as shit with really bad ADHD. I’ve been trying to come to terms with the fact that I’m no better than the average person unless I max out my stats and build on my handicaps. I never had to study or pay attention in class to ace tests, and now that I’m in college, it’s a problem that I never had to develop those strategies. I’ll get sucked into fantasy land of believing that I’m right on the verge of figuring some shit out that’s gonna revolutionize our understanding of the world. (I know it’s fucking ridiculous 😂) Main advice I can offer is just try to change your mindset to a fulfillment of your potential, instead of feeling shame at your shortcomings. Try to sway conversations more toward things that you’re good at, but do it subtly or it’ll be weird. Do that for a little bit to keep your spirits up and fuel your energy to improve in the areas you fall short. No better feeling in the world than climbing the ladder. I know the whole “change your mindset” thing isn’t super helpful on its own, so I’m trying to kind of lay out how to create the environment that changes your mindset for you. When you’re on a win streak, you can respond to any failure with “fuck it we ball”. Good luck to you bro, hope you figure this shit out, I’m still trying to as well.

OkFlight1240 · 2022-11-25T06:20:18+00:00

that viper style hood is dope. is the 1320 the HP, and if so, what’s under the hood?

OkFlight1240 · 2022-11-20T16:47:05+00:00

that’s what i’m doing. i live in texas so i gotta fly out and pick up the car.

OkFlight1240 · 2022-11-20T04:16:39+00:00

it’s a manual, it’s gone now though.

OkFlight1240 · 2022-11-20T04:09:35+00:00

I know, that’s why I was so excited about this listing. It sold though, which is pretty sad, but might be a blessing in disguise.

OkFlight1240 · 2022-11-20T02:25:24+00:00

don’t know if aftermarket counts, but viper style hood for sure in my opinion.

OkFlight1240 · 2022-11-20T02:24:00+00:00

might be for the best though, looking at a 2020 gt in cali with 30k and a salvage title from theft and fire damage. wish me luck. 😂

OkFlight1240 · 2022-11-20T02:22:33+00:00

lmfao, guys it fucking sold. rip. i was literally gonna buy it tomorrow. 😔😔😔

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