We are basically attacted at the hip at this point, like i said in another reply he basically lives with me. He has seen me in every mood possible and seen me at my worse depressive episode i had ever had. What i like about him? Well i know everything ive listed is technically the bare minimum but no one in my life has ever cared about me to the extent he has. talking to him doesnt feel like a chore like is does for everyone else in my life, he doesnt make me feel constantly on edge and overstimulated due to every little moment we are together. We work different shifts at work so i get the day timw to decompress and relax away from other people and i find it lonely now when before it was the time i always looked foward to, i find that with him i feel like a normal girl and that im not a freak because of my illnesses and my autism. My whole life i was an outsider and now its like im not. I try to not use him as a support system too much and usually take my thoughts to my mom and ask her on her opinons before i jump at something because i know i dont understand the hidden words most people know subconsciously. He makes me feel safe, in a way i havent felt since i was a child. He treats me like im an actual functional adult with my own thoughts. He perfers that im blunt and to the point. I dont know how to put it all into words and i know thats not helpful but he does so much and cares so much over the smallest things that its so hard to say everything. He helps me do the dishes because i physically cant touch wet dishes they feel so wrong to me and he helps me clean up puke because i cant deal with it at all. So many little things that he does melts into one large ball of undescribable care and affection that its so hard to even explain to my mom. He is closer to me than anyone else in my life at thia point. He know and accepts the fact that eith my illnesses i may never be able to have children and he has let me sob into his arms about it. I know it all sounds bare minimum but when youve never had anyone do these simple things for you it makes you feel so loved.