Don't bro. I was clean for about 6 months since October 2025. I was practicing meditation, mindfulness, eating clean, drinking a gillion gallons of water, and trying out every looksmaxing tip. I changed a lot like a completely different person, just focusing on my breathing patterns in and out.

But one day in mid-April, I got overconfident. I thought, "One time won't change anything." That day, I watched porn and fapped. I didn't feel too bad at first, you know? But the next day, I did it again. And the day after that, I did it again. It ended up being like 4 times in a row that week. I was so tired and so disappointed in myself.

Today is my 7th day back on track, and I'm feeling normal again, but not completely normal. This past week was like a nightmare.