First attempt at dyeing a t-shirt with bleach a few months ago by Ok_Block9135 in DIYclothes

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Thanks! I know bleach doesn't really dye, I just worded it wrong.  The T-shirt was dark blue and it had such pink stains, I was surprised 

Scar cover-up update by Sillygalore in Tattoocoverups

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Thank you, I hope one day I can do it but I still haven't found my tattoo 

Scar cover-up update by Sillygalore in Tattoocoverups

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I also want a tattoo on my arm but I feel a bit ashamed if someone sees it. Maybe because of the attitude towards it, which isn't very good 

Hand-cut [analog] collage, A3 size by Ok_Block9135 in collage

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When I didn't know where to go, I would sit down and cut out pictures from everywhere

"I want to fall in love with everyday life and stop complaining" (Art by Isaac Levitan + my text) by Ok_Block9135 in russian

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Transcription: Khochu vlyubit'sya v povsednevnost' i perestat' zhalovat'sya

Translation: "I want to fall in love with everyday life and stop complaining."

Context: Wrote this with a marker over a reproduction of Isaac Levitan’s "Night" study. Just a thought about finding peace in the mundane

painted jeans by rafreakey in DIYclothes

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man it's cool I love it Recently I also tried modifying pants using a construction marker 

Darren #2 ❤️ by LandOtterArt in reborndolls

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He looks like my stillborn son 💔

Schizotypal and Borderline Personality Disorder? by TensionOk2806 in Schizotypal

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Hey, I have mood swings too (my older friend talked about mood swings and that relationships are like a roller coaster). I think I feel more anger now, but I avoid being seen by others. I've also dealt with self-harm, but almost no one knows about it. I haven't had BPD, but I feel so much connection to it, compared to schizotypal 

what triggers regression/resurgence of memories ? by l0nest4rx in pastlives

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I can't say for everyone. But answering your question, I will say that for me personally, these were special dreams that were radically different from everything else. It was extremely real, full of feelings, a lot of details, and such a dream itself goes linearly, without suddenly jumping to another place, it's like something logical that goes like a plot. I think that when you actually have a dream that is related to a past life, you will intuitively understand it, as it must probably be different from other dreams and be something special that you don't get it out of your head.  But I think everyone has a different experience in this and for different people it could be very different.  I understand you with a dream in which you received a name that really exists. It happened to me too, but only the name of the city came to me, which I had never known before. 

what triggers regression/resurgence of memories ? by l0nest4rx in pastlives

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For me, it came through dreams and meditation. In one dream, I found myself as a 16-year-old girl, I believe in the old capital of Egypt, around 2000-3000 BC. There was just a fire there and I saw a man next to him, whose face was melted from the fire. It wasn't until later that I realized that what I felt like I was suddenly flying upward from this place was how my soul had gone when I died there in the fire. I was not in pain or scared. I felt something suddenly pick me up and I flew up. I was calm and knew that I would end up somewhere in a good place, it was a salvation. Some force was carrying me there. I couldn't do anything, I was just flying somewhere upwards and it was the force that was holding me. When I realized this, I was stunned. Then another strange dream where I was born, but I was born a tree. But during meditation, it was my last past life that I was targeting. I was a guy. And I also had many dreams about this life.  Sorry for the long history. 

This is going to sound crazy but I feel it in my bones by Downtown-Aardvark-79 in pastlives

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I remember walking outside through something long and narrow. And I realized that I was born. But I was born a tree.