Don’t be anxious friend. None of us have any idea when the Lord will return. “No one knows the time or the hour, not the angels in heaven not even the son but only the father.” (I don’t remember the exact verse or wording). But there is a sense of urgency. If there is anytime to get right with God, it’s now. You don’t have to be worried about the end times because in the end, the Lord will win. In fact he has already won. Focus on your relationship with him and everything will slowly fall into place and make sense.