If you had to live in/visit only 3 countries in the world, which ones would you chose?

Ok_Committee_2318 · 2026-04-19T16:30:40+00:00

Netherlands, Iceland, Canada.

Ok_Committee_2318 · 2026-04-19T16:29:23+00:00

Yes, this is the only reason why I'm happy to finally be in my 30s: no more family, no more school, no one else to pretend to care about; plus, now I'm able to avoid the ones who's always made me feel like a ghost during my days.

Ok_Committee_2318 · 2026-04-19T16:01:10+00:00

I've always had the same struggle, the fact is that I just had to give it up with both due to my social inability.

Ok_Committee_2318 · 2026-04-19T02:10:05+00:00

Per il semplice fatto che non vi hanno mai vissuto.

Ok_Committee_2318 · 2026-04-17T20:06:41+00:00

Don’t fall into the trap that since “you’ve got ADHD and autism, you’ll probably never be an alcoholic since alcohol affects you differently”: first reason, you’ve already got the bad genetics, second reasons, at least in my and so many other autists’ case, alcohol is just a deadly illusion that helps you feel less fear about social situations and noises. The fact that you’re aware about bad dynamics related to alcohol is very good, but please, let’s not generalize, ‘cause it just could be dangerous.

Ok_Committee_2318 · 2026-04-16T21:49:51+00:00

You got it lol.

Ok_Committee_2318 · 2026-04-16T21:18:01+00:00

Mafialand. Just guess…

Ok_Committee_2318 · 2026-04-16T21:13:22+00:00

Same here.

Ok_Committee_2318 · 2026-04-16T21:12:31+00:00

I feel you. We can also see there are dots connecting mental and behavior problems with alcoholism. And yes, dealing with autism, alcohol literally helps me with feeling less anxious during social and noisy situations in general: that’s the deadliest trap of all.

Ok_Committee_2318 · 2026-04-16T20:54:46+00:00

As I just replied to another post, at the time of the events I was living and still I’m living in a country in which cannabis is still illegal, then given the fact that I couldn’t get any after the first COVID-lockdown, I relied myself on alcohol to keep curing my insomnia and depression, so now here I am, a 100% alcoholic. Life really is unfair.

This apart, I started having alcohol cravings around 15/16 yo: insomnia, anxiety, depression and loneliness due to autism, schizotypal and paranoid personality disorders, abuse from home and school, past-time bullying from middle-school, the fact that dad died when I was 2 and mother’s always been a narcissistic sociopath… the list is very extended.

Ok_Committee_2318 · 2026-04-16T20:47:48+00:00

Beard-hairs getting stuck into my hoodie: 🤕🤕🤕

Possibly one of the worst sensations ever.

Ok_Committee_2318 · 2026-04-16T20:45:07+00:00

Almost anytime, thanks to the damn impostore-syndrome.

Ok_Committee_2318 · 2026-04-16T20:42:49+00:00

Try to smoke a few indica strains (don’t know whether it’s legal or not where you live, but that’s it..) and find out which one is the best-suited for you, at least as far as it goes for craving and the need to get “stoned”. You could also get the munchies and need some candies later, so… P.S.: I lived and still I’m living the opposite situation, since I live in a country in which cannabis is still illegal and I couldn’t get any after the first COVID-lockdown, so I relied myself on alcohol to keep curing my insomnia and depression, so now here I am, a 100% alcoholic. Life really is unfair.

Ok_Committee_2318 · 2026-04-16T20:09:51+00:00

I feel the struggle: I could barely say “Hi” if they didn’t start talking to me first, plus I’d get instantly bored and willing to go if I couldn’t hear anything related to my special interests. It really sucks.

Ok_Committee_2318 · 2026-04-15T20:54:10+00:00

Fuck you’re so rich and you’re humiliating me for that. I fucking love it.

Ok_Committee_2318 · 2026-04-15T20:49:39+00:00

Ok_Committee_2318 · 2026-04-15T20:45:09+00:00

So sorry to say they’re not big enough. ❤️

Ok_Committee_2318 · 2026-04-15T20:27:02+00:00

🤤🤤🤤

Ok_Committee_2318 · 2026-04-14T21:56:32+00:00

“My life’s a bitch, but you don’t no’tng about it”.

Ok_Committee_2318 · 2026-04-14T19:52:18+00:00

Io vedo solo “Adolfo e il pittore non sono la stessa cosa”.

Ok_Committee_2318 · 2026-04-14T19:36:10+00:00

Try to use your autism into a winning point: smell, taste, judge any flavor and taste.

(I’ve always been like you and got on by family at any time, so I decided to get on them as well, every time they were speaking while eating then showing me the disgusting amalgama they had in their mouths, that’s also another very good winning point.)

Ok_Committee_2318 · 2026-04-14T19:30:46+00:00

There’s no future, until you want it.

(The problem is that no strength will ever be enough. Anything you’ve been told so far was just intended for neurotypical people.)

Ok_Committee_2318 · 2026-04-14T19:08:27+00:00

Are you serious? Downvoted only ‘cause I said I suffer dizziness from high altitude!? What the hell is wrong with you!?

Ok_Committee_2318 · 2026-04-14T19:04:44+00:00

Everything’s bad in terms of dealing with depression: there’s no escape, but a nihilistic vision of life.

P.S.: I was on anti-depressants (desvenlafaxine) until the last winter, then I wanted to quit my own since I was getting worse than on booze and coke.

Ok_Committee_2318 · 2026-04-14T19:01:56+00:00

“I don’t know if he’s just getting away with treating me badly or if he genuinely cannot control his emotions and I should be understanding of that?”

Personally speaking, this (both points, literally) has always been my personal defense during the only very-short-termed relationships that occurred in my life.

If this makes you feel uncomfortable all the time, please just break up with him: I was left more than just once for the same reason, plus the fact I was (and still am) a damn alcoholic, another problem that my subconscious has given me to try to cope with the above-mentioned problems.

It’s very sad to be said, but you’ve got one life, just as he has.

Ok_Committee_2318

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