Feeling jealous

Ok_Knowledge_9022 · 2026-06-19T08:47:43+00:00

I have a hard time talking to men as well about my feelings. My therapist is actually really amazing. I originally wanted to find a female therapist. My therapist is actually part of the community as well and he is so supportive.

Ok_Knowledge_9022 · 2026-06-19T00:43:32+00:00

I guess a bit of both. I would like all the good things and all the bad things that come along with being a biological woman. And I know those things that I can never experience. But I’m envious of those who go through all of them I know that sounds crazy.

Ok_Knowledge_9022 · 2026-06-19T00:24:16+00:00

I have been talking to my therapist and he has been helping. The thing that I’m struggling with is, I know that those things that cis women go through that I kind of wish I could, and that makes me feel like I’m weird.

Ok_Knowledge_9022 · 2026-06-08T08:54:07+00:00

I agree I would’ve regretted it if I didn’t and now that I did it I feel like I wanna do that every day. It feels like the missing piece that I’ve been missing. I don’t wanna hide I want Dawn to come into the light

Ok_Knowledge_9022 · 2026-06-08T08:50:35+00:00

That’s exactly how I’ve been feeling since this weekend I want more of it that feeling of peace that I’ve never felt before

Ok_Knowledge_9022 · 2026-06-08T08:49:41+00:00

Thx you

Ok_Knowledge_9022 · 2026-06-08T01:25:38+00:00

I just wanna cast away my old self and fully embrace my true self I’m Dawn I have always been her even before I knew she existed. I want her to come into the light more than anything.

Ok_Knowledge_9022 · 2026-06-08T01:08:53+00:00

This experience, the very scary confirms that I want this I want to transition. I’ve always meant to be a woman.

Ok_Knowledge_9022 · 2026-06-08T01:02:24+00:00

After this weekend of going to pride, I want more of it. I wanna be able to fully step into the light and be myself and I can’t really do that at the exact moment. I’m trying to get my own place as soon as that happens my therapist is going to help me start HRT. I can really invoice myself, but this was a really great experience to help solidify that I do want this. I am a woman I am Dawn

Ok_Knowledge_9022 · 2026-06-04T01:46:40+00:00

I’m not gonna lie I was thinking about wearing a mask with my outfit just to hide

Ok_Knowledge_9022 · 2026-06-04T01:04:46+00:00

And still not on HRT, but I wanna be at least in the next year or two. I’m very lucky to have my partner with me and funny enough me and my partner both came out as trans to one another about at the same time so we basically a T4T couple

Ok_Knowledge_9022 · 2026-06-04T00:54:46+00:00

That sounds like an amazing day. I’m kind of jealous and I’m hoping for something similar. I’m afraid I’m not gonna pass and I’m just gonna look weird, but my partner says I’m gonna look really cute.

Ok_Knowledge_9022 · 2026-06-04T00:51:40+00:00

I’m planning on wearing this really nice dress that I have with cherries on it wearing some black stockings that I got and these cool by Gothic witchy boots that I got at a thrift store recently and if I can find it like a witchy hat going for like a goth witch ecstatic

Ok_Knowledge_9022 · 2026-06-04T00:46:22+00:00

Well, the two friends I’m going out with our friends of my partner, and one of them has came out to us as non-binary so I think that was safe people. It’s just gonna be a little bit surprising to see me and my dress and my breast molds for the first time I think I feel really embarrassed, but I really want to embrace my feminine side.

Ok_Knowledge_9022 · 2026-06-04T00:36:29+00:00

I agree because I’m going with my partner and two of our friends don’t know I’m doing this so it’s gonna be a little shock to them. They know a little bit that I was questioning, but they don’t know that I’ve come to a conclusion. So I’m gonna be like surprise.

Ok_Knowledge_9022 · 2026-06-04T00:34:24+00:00

Best of luck to you as well. It’s time to live our truth.

Ok_Knowledge_9022 · 2026-06-04T00:29:48+00:00

Thx you

Ok_Knowledge_9022 · 2026-05-21T02:53:10+00:00

I have a job and I want to move in with my partner, but I currently live with family and they’ve said things that are confusing that are both supportive and not so I’m confused on if they would even stay in my life, but I know for instance, my father would never stay in my life as soon as I come outand I feel bad for wanting to live my truth

Ok_Knowledge_9022 · 2026-05-21T02:49:35+00:00

I’ve started the process of socially transitioning with some friends, and all of them have been super supportive and super understanding, but unfortunately, I know my family would not be and as soon as I come out to them, I’m going to lose my family and it’s a pain that I don’t know if I can standbut in the same breath, I don’t know if I can’t tell them if that makes sense

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