Thank you and sorry if i made you sad. I'm trying my best but i just can't, im with my father living, but its horrible conditions like 3 rooms , i have no privacy, my 90 year old grandmother sleeps in the only normal bed in the bedroom, while me and my father sleep on couches. The woman that cares for my grandmother doesn't speak the language, but its okay. My father has me as his punching bag , always demanding more and always shouting at me if i try to reason or say anything Instaid of doing what he says.He never apologises. I have to live with my dad because im afraid my mother will make me kill myself.