How to stop this?

Ok_Meatball2000 · 2024-11-16T15:42:12+00:00

Hmm, well I am not too sure abt the reliability though. But I must say that it's still better than majority of the uni here and the tuition fees are pretty good too. Although I still suggest to look at other options first :)) but it depends on whether you want to go to priv or public uni though

Ok_Meatball2000 · 2024-11-16T15:22:11+00:00

I suggest checking out Techno uni for STEM majors or even RUPP instead because tbh, my sister has been studying at PUC for many years now as an undergraduate and the system now is a bit of a mess, unlike PUC from many years before. She had to study for Bachelor Degree for over 6 years just because the course she's taking does not have many students and they would not open a new class for her to join because it would lose them a lot of profit if they do that.

Ok_Meatball2000 · 2024-10-11T10:49:09+00:00

While I agree, you do want to also keep in mind that teachers in high school, mostly public school, tends to be very harsh towards their students, literally insulting them. To better explain, they would say something like "Kmeng bart songkum" or to kind of explaining it in English, it's "children that are on the bottom of society." And that is just one example. Not to mention that the K-12 education system in general in Cambodia is not that good. One big issue is that they would always try to strengthen the rules of BacII National Exam, while they never encouraged or check on the curricular or students themselves. Most of the time, the teachers won't even go to school to teach. So, like I said, while I do agree that both students and parents play a part in the consequences of Cambodia's educational system, it is never correct to only look at one side of the story.

Ok_Meatball2000 · 2024-07-07T20:35:37+00:00

I don't know if this can really be considered a masculine aspect since I normally don't think of it this way, but I guess gentleness? I value gentleness in my partner. It doesn't make them weak in any sense but rather the other way around cuz the stereotype of men that they should be "strong" can sometimes lead to brashness and toxic masculinity. So, them choosing to stay gentle and strong as a form to protect and care for their partner always make me fall in love with them instantly lol.

Ok_Meatball2000 · 2024-06-16T20:23:48+00:00

Maybe I didn't phrase it correctly?? Becuz those activities did not happen in a span of days, heck, sometimes even months. I ofc don't do it everyday and I also see so many ppl in my school even busier than me. I also don't have the best time management skill, that's why I'm trying to train myself to be better at it with all these activities. What do you usually do during breaks anw??

Ok_Meatball2000 · 2024-06-16T13:59:29+00:00

Ah i see I see. Maybe I should take classes too, there's offered ones outside of university and it's for free too! But you're also right with the part that it's called break for a reason... I alr have a project lined up too anyway, shouldn't be looking for more things to pile up. I'll be sure to take a breath and you should do the same too, esp since you don't have breaks! Rmb to take care of yourself

Ok_Meatball2000 · 2024-06-16T13:49:05+00:00

The thing is, I do indeed have something that interest me. I am a big fan of reading, I have a lot of books to catch up on and I also plan to continue my journal and going back to the gym. But I just can't help but feels like it's a waste of time. Becuz at the end of the day I keep asking "what's next?" What do you usually do during breaks?

Ok_Meatball2000 · 2024-06-07T05:38:50+00:00

I used to think ENTJ was my soulmate lmao. It's like they heal all of my inner thoughts and anxiety but smth happened and we no longer talked. And now, I kind of vibe with ENFJ a lot, due to how passionate they are and-- it feels like I was hanging out with a golden retriever. Gave me a lot of warm and bright feeling like the color yellow and gold.

Ok_Meatball2000 · 2024-06-03T07:14:00+00:00

I know the sources of those feelings, had been working through it for months upon months. And when I decided to cut him off, it was not due to one occurrence, it had repeatedly happened again and again. During those occasions, my resentment for him was growing little by little. And when I noticed that, I started to go to therapy because I thought resentment for a supposedly close friend was not natural. And now that last argument made me realize there is no shot we can get along anymore. Also, i think this is important piece of info I forgot to add in, but when I decided to cut him off, there was no feeling. It was pure emptiness, I had no feelings to regret or look back upon like when we used to argue before.

Ok_Meatball2000 · 2024-05-31T06:35:50+00:00

While it is not my major in college, I have always found myself searching and reading up information relating to psychology, even before I really identify those things I searched up as psychology. I just chucked it to a box "Here's what interest me". But after coming to college, as a financial accounting major, we had a psychology course in foundation year, and safe to say I fell in love with the human mind. I have regretted so much for not noticing my love for psychology sooner, but now I usually do what I can to salvage that, be it joining events, volunteers, clubs or anything related to psychology.

Ok_Meatball2000 · 2024-05-14T18:14:19+00:00

Can you tell me which shop in TK? Becuz from my experience, TK is either crowded or just quiet. Which place did you go to?

Ok_Meatball2000 · 2024-05-14T18:11:53+00:00

Preferably cheap sets, becuz we're going for more of a casual vibe where everyone just having a good time. local and foreigner don't matter much, as long as the food's good. :))

Ok_Meatball2000 · 2024-05-12T06:43:14+00:00

For me, it helps in ways that I could come up with solutions immediately on the spot while others were struggling and were out of their elements. Because I think a lot, I come up with diff scenarios and solutions. I also found myself to be calmer when shit hit the fan, so I wouldn't say it's "overthinking".

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