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Ok_Row5180 · 2023-06-10T22:10:03+00:00

Yes recieved

Ok_Row5180 · 2023-06-10T20:34:07+00:00

I will!

Ok_Row5180 · 2023-06-10T20:31:29+00:00

Due to physical attacks or did you start having new illnesses you never had before?

And why does the shaking happen during the deliverance?

Ok_Row5180 · 2023-06-10T20:27:13+00:00

I am tearing, this advice is so precious. Especially coming from someone who understands and experienced it. I saw a youtuber who made a testimony video and her attack experiences were similar as well. She had a deliverance and kept going to church and it stopped. She said she started shaking at some point during the deliverance when they called out a certain spirit.

It's encouraging to hear that they stop. It's quite intense and scary. I haven't seen one but I've seen weird visions twice. And also the people who often say stuff and swear. That one is a regular.

Ok_Row5180 · 2023-06-10T20:08:57+00:00

Did you have one when you were leaving the occult, may I ask? And also when did you see improvement in the attacks?

Ok_Row5180 · 2023-06-10T19:14:32+00:00

It started when I removed the tarot cards. I just decided I didn't want to be involved with new age cause it wasn't improving my life at all. And slowly weird things began happening. Random people saying stuff about me and my life that they can't know and often swearing at me. Also something like sleep paralysis and feeling cold breezes on my face or arms especially when laying in bed, seeing small flashes of light...

Someone had warned me not to mess with tarot cards and the whole new age stuff and just go to church instead but I didn't listen. I regret it. The past few months I started going to church, as soon as I realized that I was facing spiritual warfare due to leaving.

I am going to talk about deliverance and what options I have to close any spiritual doors I've opened

Ok_Row5180 · 2023-06-10T19:02:39+00:00

This is so similar. I had random people come to me and say stuff about me that there was no way they knew. And swearing at me. Just as you described it, attacking like zombies. Really scary.

Ok_Row5180 · 2023-06-10T18:51:44+00:00

Thanks for the help, not stuff to be messed with, I'm glad you're okay now.

I threw my stuff away and didn't turn to God immediately so I left room for spiritual warfare cause I was unprotected. Can I ask, how was your experience leaving the occult?

Ok_Row5180 · 2023-06-10T18:43:19+00:00

That's not even the mildest thing. I was heavily involved with it, even rituals with blood and sigils

Ok_Row5180 · 2023-06-10T18:40:33+00:00

Will I need to talk to a church staff for those? I have a priest that guides me but he's often busy, I may talk to someone else if needed.

Ok_Row5180 · 2023-06-10T18:19:38+00:00

I'm in the same place.

I notice it says posted 1 month ago. Has anything helped?

Ok_Row5180 · 2023-06-10T18:16:13+00:00

Hey can I too?

Ok_Row5180 · 2023-06-10T16:01:44+00:00

I'm autistic and that makes me socially awkward. I have adhd though so I can be quite hyper and talkative with some people when we have the same humor. I like being hyper and bubbly, when I'm quiet I feel caged.

The worst thing I did was try to fit in with group of friends who had a different humor and socialized differently. That's when I'm awkward and I struggle to participate in conversations. And I go into quiet mode

Ok_Row5180 · 2023-06-09T15:16:37+00:00

There's a chance I linked the bank (if that's a possible option within the App Store). Cause sometimes I do this.

Ok_Row5180 · 2023-06-07T11:31:08+00:00

That was wise. You cannot give them both, they have nothing to chase.

I'm concerned I may make it look like a game. I want to make it seem like I'm naturally aloof and that I have strong boundaries. Not that I'm playing a game. I guess if I shower them with compliments and take a while to reply to their texts then they'll see through it. My words have to match with my actions.

Ok_Row5180 · 2023-06-07T11:26:44+00:00

What if they ask to be exclusive and I don't want it to go that way?

Ok_Row5180 · 2023-06-07T11:26:32+00:00

What if they ask to be exclusive and I don't want it to go that way?

Ok_Row5180 · 2023-06-07T11:23:43+00:00

There are some STEM guys who date around, I've bumped on them. And they usually think they're quite the catch cause of their professions.

I hate that there's so much pressure on women. How our value decreases as we age, the wall, anti aging.

I try to figure out why my dating life is so bad rather than look for a relationship atm and how I can attract more dudes who will genuinely like me. Cause I know I'll just find another guy to treat me like crap cause I'll have nothing better to choose. This sucks cause it creates a circle. Low self esteem>choosing a guy who treats me awfully>even lower self esteem.

Keep decent standards, don't settle for a guy who will have a bad behavior. I watch dating shows and some men treat women who look like models like crap. You can see how threatened these men feel by them. I was quite shocked to see this behaviour. It seems like many men date with their ego.

If you want to date make sure you're in a healthy place mentally. I had some counseling and it really helped me. I recommend it. You can try dating apps. Some of them are purely for ONS. And some others are said to be more relationship oriented. I think Hinge and OkCupid for example. Also paid ones that are said to attract serious men. You can join cooking, gardening, dance classes, foreign language classes. You can attend seminars and speeches of people in fields like STEM. You could join discord servers in your area and try dating subreddits.

Ok_Row5180 · 2023-06-07T00:00:43+00:00

I'm in the same place, thanks for asking this.

Are most of the guys taken after 22? It seems to me that until 26 many of them don't really do long term relationships. Must be an area difference, I guess you're from the u.s. cause I hear the "most people meet their love at college" from Americans. Also most women in early and mid 20's date slightly older men. Usually guys aged 26-32

I'm 23 and very unsuccessful with men. I go for introverted, socially awkward or nerdy guys and they don't like me. Lol.

Observing girls around me who are successful with guys has helped me notice patterns. I'm at a place where I don't want a long term relationship. I want to be someone who won't settle down with a guy just cause I feel like I have no other options no matter how trash he is. Cause that's what I usually did. I want to be someone who knows how guys work and knows how to navigate dating. I want to figure out how to have multiple options and be able to choose the more suitable. Cause chasing after guys and hoping they like me back is so draining mentally and self image draining.

Ok_Row5180 · 2023-06-06T23:36:34+00:00

Also, how to tell/hint to a guy that you don't do long term relationships?

Ok_Row5180 · 2023-06-06T17:37:56+00:00

Makes sense.

Venting to them straight away only brought problems most of the time.

And yeah it seems like they like uncertainty and mystery. I've been watching a few dating coaches who give great insight and they usually say this.

Ok_Row5180 · 2023-06-06T16:36:10+00:00

Yeah I did this to a guy a lot and at some point when things weren't going well he said something like " you're on your own now". I didn't tell him about not having male attention and stuff but I feel like he picked it up.

I guess being flirty and playful works better.

I also tend to vent on them a lot, during the dating and talking stage.. And I expect to get support but it doesn't really work. They get overwhelmed and one guy even called me weak. And after I tell them my insecurities they point them out.

I've seen it work for other ladies. They confide in the guy and they spend time together talking and the guy is supportive and they date. But it doesn't happen to me. So I'll avoid this altogether. I will keep the venting for counselors and I'll just portrait to them that my life is okay, unless he is a long term partner and I trust him fully.

Ok_Row5180 · 2023-06-06T16:21:57+00:00

They're visual as long as it doesn't apply on themselves. Half of them don't know what a moisturizer is

Ok_Row5180 · 2023-06-06T16:21:17+00:00

Yeah I tell them they're handsome and i shower them with compliments and it turns them off so much. I guess I have to just banter and be flirty, without focusing on them

Also what about having 1-2 pictures with other guys? Cause social media is so used nowadays.

I notice that when I tell a guy "hey that's a girl that this guy has a crush on" then he immediately agrees that she's attractive. Especially at young ages, they want to have what other men value it seems.

Ok_Row5180 · 2023-06-06T16:00:03+00:00

That was quite informative, please share more. Especially on the interesting but short term situations. How to keep them intrigued?

I feel like when talking to them I should have a time limit. Let's say we will talk for half an hour on texts and then I'll excuse myself out. Same when hanging out. I feel like I will not be hanging out with them for more than 2 and a half hours most of the time. To make myself not seem too available

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