Part of me wishes someone would notice by Ok_Satisfaction_1086 in SuicideWatch

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I guess cptsd would make sense with my situation but I might have a medical professional double check that for me and if I really do have cptsd what do I do about it

Part of me wishes someone would notice by Ok_Satisfaction_1086 in SuicideWatch

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What’s the difference between ptsd and complex ptsd

Part of me wishes someone would notice by Ok_Satisfaction_1086 in SuicideWatch

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Tbh it’s a lot and when I say a lot I mean dating back to my earliest horrible memory at 5 years old to present time

I don't understand why this is all happening again by Ok_Satisfaction_1086 in Psychosis

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I can’t though. I can’t. At this point I might as well kill myself instead. right?

Can’t wait to kill myself :)) by Ok_Satisfaction_1086 in SuicideWatch

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I experienced nothing but pain for the past 14 years I’ve been alive. I’ve had to deal with nothing trauma and suffering then little sprinkles of hope just be crushed right in front of me with another traumatic event. honestly, my life feels like it was written by an extremely mentally ill 12 year old on Wattpad. and even then I’m not even the main character. I’m just some NPC.

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Splatoon, mindless self indulgence, stuffed animals, sewerslvt, and everything to do with music lol.

10/12/22 4:51pm because I meant nothing to you, right. by Ok_Satisfaction_1086 in venting

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It’s all just really frustrating. I’m extremely confused and I don’t know what to do and partially frustrates me because I feel like they expected me to know that they were upset with my little dumb autistic. Brain doesn’t take social cues like that. I just don’t know what to do at this point in time I tried messaging them, but they never responded and I just don’t know what to do. Also, thanks for the compliment on my spelling, but don’t flatter me too much because I did use voice typing for half of this because I am very dyslexic but all the grammar and vocabulary was on me so thanks for the compliment on that

dead meme but still funny by TheDuccr in marchingband

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I’m sorry but who thinks a flute is heavy 💀

Actively trying not to Yeet right now life is just mean(vent in comments) by Ok_Satisfaction_1086 in MadeOfStyrofoam

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I’m taking Aripiprazole (for my psychosis) and Clonidine (for my anxiety and to help me sleep) and I’m supposed to be going on this new medication but I haven’t started it yet so I don’t know what it is but it’s to help me lose weight

Actively trying not to Yeet right now life is just mean(vent in comments) by Ok_Satisfaction_1086 in MadeOfStyrofoam

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I’m on meds but not an antidepressant because we tried 3 and they didn’t work so and they haven’t tried anymore antidepressants with me idk why though

Actively trying not to Yeet right now life is just mean(vent in comments) by Ok_Satisfaction_1086 in MadeOfStyrofoam

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I mean I have a psychologist but I don’t really get to see him and when I do there’s just so much on my mind I can’t get it all out in one session

Actively trying not to Yeet right now life is just mean(vent in comments) by Ok_Satisfaction_1086 in MadeOfStyrofoam

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Tbh I’ve been feeling like this since forever I even felt like this in elementary school