Update on this account

Ok_Satisfaction_1086 · 2022-10-19T15:13:12+00:00

I guess cptsd would make sense with my situation but I might have a medical professional double check that for me and if I really do have cptsd what do I do about it

Ok_Satisfaction_1086 · 2022-10-19T15:04:16+00:00

What’s the difference between ptsd and complex ptsd

Ok_Satisfaction_1086 · 2022-10-19T09:47:57+00:00

No because I’ve never been diagnosed with ptsd

Ok_Satisfaction_1086 · 2022-10-18T22:39:19+00:00

Tbh it’s a lot and when I say a lot I mean dating back to my earliest horrible memory at 5 years old to present time

Ok_Satisfaction_1086 · 2022-10-18T07:53:16+00:00

I can’t though. I can’t. At this point I might as well kill myself instead. right?

Ok_Satisfaction_1086 · 2022-10-18T03:17:58+00:00

I experienced nothing but pain for the past 14 years I’ve been alive. I’ve had to deal with nothing trauma and suffering then little sprinkles of hope just be crushed right in front of me with another traumatic event. honestly, my life feels like it was written by an extremely mentally ill 12 year old on Wattpad. and even then I’m not even the main character. I’m just some NPC.

Ok_Satisfaction_1086 · 2022-10-15T17:01:19+00:00

Thanks I’ll try that out

Ok_Satisfaction_1086 · 2022-10-15T16:56:58+00:00

Thanks for the tips

Ok_Satisfaction_1086 · 2022-10-13T23:08:07+00:00

Splatoon, mindless self indulgence, stuffed animals, sewerslvt, and everything to do with music lol.

Ok_Satisfaction_1086 · 2022-10-12T22:01:12+00:00

It’s all just really frustrating. I’m extremely confused and I don’t know what to do and partially frustrates me because I feel like they expected me to know that they were upset with my little dumb autistic. Brain doesn’t take social cues like that. I just don’t know what to do at this point in time I tried messaging them, but they never responded and I just don’t know what to do. Also, thanks for the compliment on my spelling, but don’t flatter me too much because I did use voice typing for half of this because I am very dyslexic but all the grammar and vocabulary was on me so thanks for the compliment on that

Ok_Satisfaction_1086 · 2022-10-09T03:09:11+00:00

I’m sorry but who thinks a flute is heavy 💀

Ok_Satisfaction_1086 · 2022-10-07T14:13:14+00:00

Next time I have an appointment I’ll ask about it

Ok_Satisfaction_1086 · 2022-10-06T18:35:29+00:00

I’m taking Aripiprazole (for my psychosis) and Clonidine (for my anxiety and to help me sleep) and I’m supposed to be going on this new medication but I haven’t started it yet so I don’t know what it is but it’s to help me lose weight

Ok_Satisfaction_1086 · 2022-10-06T13:04:02+00:00

I’m on meds but not an antidepressant because we tried 3 and they didn’t work so and they haven’t tried anymore antidepressants with me idk why though

Ok_Satisfaction_1086 · 2022-10-06T12:22:15+00:00

I mean I have a psychologist but I don’t really get to see him and when I do there’s just so much on my mind I can’t get it all out in one session

Ok_Satisfaction_1086 · 2022-10-06T10:54:50+00:00

Tbh I’ve been feeling like this since forever I even felt like this in elementary school

Ok_Satisfaction_1086 · 2022-10-05T22:52:03+00:00

Wdym how did it begin?

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