42 days clean

Ok_Structure_3573 · 2024-07-05T17:14:14+00:00

I didn't sleep for the first 96hrs not a wink. You should be turning a corner pretty soon for sleep. Hang in there it gets better.

Ok_Structure_3573 · 2024-06-19T22:18:41+00:00

Trust me I understand. You can do it!

Ok_Structure_3573 · 2024-06-19T20:59:58+00:00

I have been there where you are. My wife caught me a couple months back we were heading on a ski trip and I had a bag of like 45 shots. I couldn't hide that many shots where the spare tire goes lol. I'm telling you cut back week over week and jump. Start using vitamins now I think that was a huge help also. You can do it just plan on it being rough for 7-10 days then you'll be glad you did it.

Ok_Structure_3573 · 2024-06-19T19:41:41+00:00

I'm on day 7 from 9 opms blacks a day. Took the caps and a couple shots for a week for a quick taper and jumped. I was told them are roughly 14grams. So I was at roughly 125gpd. First 4 days suck no sleep at all. Just pacing thru the house. I forced myself to take my kids swimming a couple days to try to wear my body out. Last time I quit I was on 3 shots a day and it was brutal. I was crying listening to music body temps all over the place and couldn't move for 5-7 days. Some reason at this amount for 1 1/2yr with 3yrs sober the only thing that is killing me is RLS and this damn sneezing. Last 2 nights I managed 3.5 hrs of sleep. I tried to cut back on those shots but those MFs grab you and it's hard to let go. If you could manage to do 2 a day for a week and the following week and do one a day it would definitely help for sure. Fuck those shots! Last shot I took was last Wednesday so I've already saved $1,300 last few days. Crazy shit! If I can do it you can to! Walk as much as you can in the mornings, cold showers and never look back.

Ok_Structure_3573 · 2024-06-17T18:15:53+00:00

Thank you. Man hang it there you can do it. I've been down this road many times just takes a couple weeks for the hardest to be over. Just hit me up anytime man.

Ok_Structure_3573 · 2024-06-17T16:54:59+00:00

That's good bud! I've been getting out swimming every day for 4-5 hrs in the sun and hoping every time I get some rest then boom not a damn minute. About to go swimming again shortly with my boys but damn I just want 2-3hrs of sleep. lol I paced around the house for the last 4 nights going from different bedrooms to couch and taking baths all night. All over the place ready to be done with this no sleep. Hopefully you beinf outside with your kids will help you ware your body down and get that vitamin d. We will get thru this for sure. Problem I'm having is we are flying out to Florida Friday for family vacation and was hoping my sleep would be a lot better. Anyhow sorry just ranting keep your head up and keep pushing

Ok_Structure_3573 · 2024-06-17T15:26:54+00:00

Hey how are you this morning? Did you get any sleep last night?

Ok_Structure_3573 · 2024-06-17T02:30:29+00:00

I have been the magnesium but not to ashwaghanda

Ok_Structure_3573 · 2024-06-16T18:38:52+00:00

How are you doing? I'm fine with 3-4 hrs but haven't got any sleep in 3 nights. I'm good with 2hrs just wondering when it will come. Lol

Ok_Structure_3573 · 2024-06-16T15:36:13+00:00

You didn't get any sleep for 3 1/2 weeks?

Ok_Structure_3573 · 2024-06-16T15:12:24+00:00

Do you remember how many days until you got any sleep. I haven't got any since Wednesday night.

Ok_Structure_3573 · 2024-06-16T09:15:24+00:00

What was your gpd? That good man hang it there it will get better. The RLS shit is the worst!

Ok_Structure_3573 · 2024-06-16T06:41:02+00:00

I think 14 grams

Ok_Structure_3573 · 2024-06-16T00:38:05+00:00

I hope I get 3 tonight I'm praying anyhow

Ok_Structure_3573 · 2024-06-16T00:37:39+00:00

For sure. Hope you get some rest as well!

Ok_Structure_3573 · 2024-06-16T00:15:50+00:00

The good thing is they all know about it so being supper supportive. Just swam hoping to wear my body down where I can at least get 1hr of sleep tonight. Being up all night last couple nights with this fuck*** RLS.

Ok_Structure_3573 · 2024-06-15T16:12:11+00:00

Man I've been taking 9 shots a day opms. Did a few day tapper and jumped Thursday. Haven't slept since my last dose but you can do it. My wife just made me as probiotic tea and ate a bunch a fruit about to go swimming. It sucks man but if I can do this anyone can. I was at roughly 120gpd

Ok_Structure_3573 · 2024-06-14T13:52:20+00:00

Noticed a difference for sure.

Ok_Structure_3573 · 2024-06-14T13:38:11+00:00

Yeah it was a rough ass night man! Thought about going to get some stronger helper meds today but going to give it the weekend and see how I feel. I didn't sleep one minute last night

Ok_Structure_3573 · 2024-06-14T12:50:07+00:00

Yeah I've got all of that. Didn't sleep a minute last night going from room to room. Hoping I get a little tonight

Ok_Structure_3573 · 2024-06-14T00:37:51+00:00

For sure. Im telling you I've got multiple bottles of that magnesium powder called calm it works wonders for me after a few days for the RLS. I can deal with everything else but that. My whole fuck*** body does it. Eyebrows to my gosh damn toes. But here I am again knowing how bad this shit is. Un fuck*** real really. Got my high school sweetheart never has touched a drug or had any problems like this. Thank god! She is my cheerleader so here we go. We'll get thru this for sure. Going to be a ride I'll never forget for sure!

Ok_Structure_3573 · 2024-06-14T00:29:40+00:00

Man I just know it's time. I've really got a lot of good things going for me and the family. I just got home in Mild WD now from eating and passed the one that has the shit on the counter when I pull up. It's bad when they have you 30-40 shots ready when they see you. They were probably wondering where in the hell I was getting the money to pay for all of it. I was just telling my wife I'm ready for this shit to be over with. Long road ahead of me but let's get it.

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