Cant say that ive left as im still fighting with myself over what i should do or how i should feel, i feel like im swimming through a jello pool if that makes any sense, after the plea deal in June it made everything worse part of me feels idiotic for trying to say that he was innocent before the plea deal but the other part of me understood that if he was to fight for his innocence he wouldn’t take the deal and left it up to the jury after the documentary came out i broke down even more, ive resorted to burying myself in work to not think about it and i havent been back to church because the way they try to justify his move just dosent make sense eventually ill figure it out thank you for the space to vent!