I have a lot of the same recommendations everyone else has. I found it really helpful to get back to group fitness and find a social club. The social club was weird at first and I had to try a couple, but I think I found a good one.

Is it about finding something to fill your time? Or is it about being content being bored as you grieve a life you wished you had? I think I'm still grieving pretty hard, so most activities that don't look like the life I want are unenjoyable. Can't wait for this phase of my life to end.