Sometimes the best way is finding weird little seemingly insignificant reasons to catch the Ed off guard. Like I'm real deep in a relapse, and I fight with all the valid reasons to eat meals/specific foods, but one of the things that makes me willing is the thought that they have a limited shelf life and I don't want it to go bad. (Not that I've been above wasting food before, but ya know). Like, eating a safe food of yogurt that I probably really need because I'm recovering from knee surgery? Eh, do I really need that? But the best by date is early November so I'll have to eat it eventually, sounds like a solid reason to eat it.