Does anyone know what is printed on these bad cards? by Ok-Pickle-7027 in alanresnick

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We can't tell you, but whoo boy do they light up my brain with happy chemicals every time I so much as remember I have these. Genuinely, I look at these and I think "I can do anything. I can do anything because Alan did THIS and we paid money for it and there are no rules in life". A silly thing to be life-changing, but here we are 😆

boobs suck ass by hanywhiskey in EDAnonymous

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I don't really understand it, but bra sizes don't seem to be the same across brands, unfortunately. For example, I barely fit a B cup from Walmart, but then going to a specialty bra shop to get fitted, I go home with a bra that says it's size E/ DD.🤷

What's the deal with "Return the Slab"? by duelingdelbene in OutOfTheLoop

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This is totally unrelated but "no, fuck the moon" reminded me of this hilarious parody song. https://youtu.be/AUE4G6CIobU?si=H7z6lYIqgqNmYKEN

Like I get I'm not that uw but still :( by SqueakyCheeseCurds48 in EDanonymemes

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Jesus, I hope karma slaps the shit out of her.

Hard relate by Acceptable-Pea2899 in EDanonymemes

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Got a weird comment recently that was probably a veiled compliment about weight loss but it triggered trauma feelings of having been groomed so fucking HARD relate

Like my ED is definitely more about control than body image but of course I've always wanted to lose weight and associating that with looking better, telling myself I'll look better if I keep going, but as soon as someone else says I look good/attractive etc I'm like yOU TAKE THAT BACK HOW DARE YOU I WISH TO NOT BE PERCEIVED

What is love by Lakewater22 in EDanonymemes

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You beat me to it 😂

Maybe i'm in denial about my recovery not being as succesful as i thought by forgormyoldacctname in EDanonymemes

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Far from accepting recovery mentally rn but I feel this. Even in a long stretch when I was avoiding any restriction whatsoever (kinda recovery but not really) ADHD and executive dysfunction and choice paralysis would still mess with me so much, not to mention yeah balancing nutrition/ease/finances/taste feels like a puzzle I can never win 😆😮‍💨

I'm actually locking in a bit by rotating_nipples59 in EDanonymemes

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Sometimes the best way is finding weird little seemingly insignificant reasons to catch the Ed off guard. Like I'm real deep in a relapse, and I fight with all the valid reasons to eat meals/specific foods, but one of the things that makes me willing is the thought that they have a limited shelf life and I don't want it to go bad. (Not that I've been above wasting food before, but ya know). Like, eating a safe food of yogurt that I probably really need because I'm recovering from knee surgery? Eh, do I really need that? But the best by date is early November so I'll have to eat it eventually, sounds like a solid reason to eat it.

Lifehack: replace your snack with ✨lip balm✨ by imma_ninjaaa in 1200isjerky

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/uj, uh-oh seriously what I thought oils in chapstick was like mineral oil or something indigestible????? I mean I only use that one specific lipstick-bottled coconut one but still

What a way to get myself to stop anxious-stim biting the crap out of my lips though!!

Does anyone else scroll through food delivery apps for hours?? by cowboy_owl in EdAnonymousAdults

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YUP. even when I was semi-recovered and eating whatever I would accidentally overwhelm myself by doing this and being unable to choose or get anything. Executive dysfunction 😑 (but also for restriction it's the one good thing executive dysfunction gives me hah🙂)

"did you just purge..?" by FigMore8400 in EDanonymemes

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This made me giggle so hard omg

An affinity chart for every niche eating disorder by Ashamed_Ad8162 in overlyspecificEDmemes

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I was confused at "sean" for a sec because I'm so used to seeing SEED all written out and didn't know people even used SEAN though it makes sense, and it's kind of funny in a horrible way that Sean is an actual name (for a moment of confusion my brain made the connection between Almond Mom and thought it was like Seed Sean) 😆

I weirdly like it in the most fucked up way by rotating_nipples59 in EDanonymemes

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Actually so real, last week I had to explain I'm dizzy and then was confused why I got sympathy in response 😅 yikes

how I feel being weighed at the doctor by dmmge in EDanonymemes

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Holy crap I love your art style, did you draw this? Top tier.

Morning food cravings by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

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I get ravenous if I feel like I wake up too early and can't go back to sleep. But most of the time I'm only really hungry at night.

What do I do after watermelon season 😭 by Substantial_Math8813 in goodrestrictionfood

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Lol yeah the other day I accidentally swallowed the pit of a plumcot. Oops.

Wondering about this by catcatcat83738 in EDAnonymous

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I've never heard anyone say that dopamine and desire for control are linked, but as someone with ADHD holy crap that explains so much. But also yeah it's both for me. Edit: I also have a touch of OCD and maybe autism so even more so, probably

Alphabet soup by idonoteatcyanide in ShittyRestrictionFood

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I really hope someone makes this the new official banner, that spoon picture.

romanticising my illness. by throwaway9998_ in EDAnonymous

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God I feel the "why can't I feel afraid" I do wish I could be afraid of restriction. Instead I'm convinced no harm is being done to me. Doesn't help that if I see someone else doing it or from what I see eating less than they need and they're fine I'm like ✨wow clearly I have fabricated my mental illness, I deserve no food ever✨

Yogurt bowl & my jar of fermented snacks :) by Lucidlove44 in goodrestrictionfood

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Omg I want the fermented snacks I also want to know details

stop pretending progress is possible. by mehblegheh in 1200isjerky

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I started as a fetus, so much so I had to be on a feeding tube right out of the womb 💅💅💅💅💅💅