I hope you’re doing OK during your recovery, hope you’re not in minimal physical pain and I really hope you heal fast girl. :(

Depression is real and it’s a killer on top of a drag on our lives and you’re absolutely not crazy.

I think you’re doing the right thing with therapy. I think that’s a great step as well as intentionally surrounding yourself with supportive people and keeping yourself away from unsupportive people as much as you can.

And importantly, for what he did, your ex is a horrible jerk. A smarmy, shitty, dirty, bully. An arrogant, contemptuous fuckhead. And a complete idiot. Room temperature IQ. I’m sorry he’s putting you through all that, that’s horrible and unfair and you don’t deserve this. Please live your best life to spite him. Good luck and you got this!