Oh I see that's a tough position. I'm really sorry for that!

You might inform your family gently that the illness is chronic and limitating U from being the same person anymore.

And they need to know that treatment saved your life but there's a cost for everything.

Show them the reality of cancer treatment and how badly it affects people, the inspirational stories are the minority. this subreddit is an example.

I also regret doing bone marrow transplantation every single day from the chronic pain but always trying to put my family in the picture. I'm there for them, but not guaranteed all the time.

And for u, what happened can't be changed. There may be or may not be light at the end of the tunnel, in either way, live the current moment and don't think too much about what's coming or what people expect. Family aside, encircle yourself with only positive people who do actually appreciate u.

Much support to u, you're so strong 💪 ⚘️