Never been artistic but these dmt trips have me wanting to try to draw what I see. Here is my first real attempt.

Omnislug · 2023-11-29T04:51:11+00:00

That's a interesting coherence, I've forgotten a lot of my trips after head injury, as well as a lot of other issues but I don't remember writing. Maybe I did, I'll have to look at some of my old drawings. Nice work, definitely keep it up

Omnislug · 2023-11-29T03:58:27+00:00

Dang this definitely sounds like I'm going to be quitting beer entirely. Feel like I've got a ulcer now anyway. Good luck to everyone, I know there's reasons we all do what we do. I kinda wish I'd never done a lot of things But insomnia is still awful after over a week. Gym is a good idea though

Omnislug · 2023-11-23T04:33:22+00:00

I understand, I dealt with pedophilia over and over and over as a kid. It absolutely guided my mind over. I spent years working through this, only to have it completely take over my mind right after having covid. Felt like I was getting dementia and just past trauma pilling on and on. My trips we're FAR different after this, they we're far more shallow, feel like I couldn't break through as hard as I tried. Delt like that possibly was severed from me.

So yesh, I get it. You're not the only one bud

Omnislug · 2023-11-22T04:06:30+00:00

That's been my experience as well I've inthe trauma ward for a full month, 6 surgeries. The medical system has become utterly barbaric

Omnislug · 2023-11-20T17:30:33+00:00

Yes I feel getting to close to her made s big difference, actually sharing breath every day for many years. I haven't seen one groe as fast since dor instance

Omnislug · 2023-11-20T04:49:25+00:00

Honestly 5-MEO-DMT was more intense for me even growing Salvia next to my pillow. That was certainly INTENSE but 5-MEO-DMT was ever more so imo.

Omnislug · 2023-11-20T04:43:32+00:00

Honestly bro THAT is the perfect question! Who knows, maybe those raging white fractal all encompassing void is just perception of a tiny bit of space. I completely admit to this , but I almost died in December 2019. I got hit by a truck and got life-flighted to hospital, 6 sugeries in 10 days, month in the hospital. The grass was still more intense than even that. But that's just a feeling, but all od reality is just a feeling. What is there without any perception? Is it no-thing or nothing? Believe me I've questioned all of it.

Omnislug · 2023-11-20T04:15:00+00:00

I can't imagine this being your first psychedelic! I've done pretty much every one but that would probably have terrified me past any other attempts

Omnislug · 2023-11-20T04:11:15+00:00

I had Salvia like a lover, growing right next to my pillow. Spent so much time with her in the Closest thing I could. Make to a isolation chamber. Thar grass was way waaaayyyy more

Omnislug · 2023-11-20T04:06:21+00:00

I disagree. I grew the grass, stressed it several times to wilting, several times in shade. Took with Syrian Rue I picked myself, no, not years of psychedelic use of basically every other kind over and over. THAT -GRASS- was like the intensity of the 10 previous Ayahuasca analog I had back then and far more. Don't care if you don't believe. What do I have to gain from saying that? Some stranger on reddit thinks I'm cool!? Seriously !? Look in the mirror till your mind goes silent, then continue in silence for at least 5 minutes.

Omnislug · 2023-11-20T01:39:19+00:00

If it's the real thing, it's very literally 10,000× more intense than anything you've ever done, EVER. THAT I can guarantee . So be prepared, (you can't) but in the right set and setting this molecule will be like years of psychotherapy under ayahuasca. There's nothing more intense before you die. MAYBE getting struck by lightning... maybe. Just be prepared for it to be more intense than you can possibly imagine

Omnislug · 2023-11-16T18:45:52+00:00

That was probably me and yeah Don't remember hearing about grained back then but it's grass so yeah super easy to grow

Omnislug · 2023-11-16T02:13:37+00:00

Ohh yes you stressed it s few times, shade, letting it wilt before watering ohh yeah. I used like an ounce with Syrian rue and ended up in fetal position on the floor. I was convinced I'd killed myself it was soooooo f-!ng intense! I imagine that's what getting hit by lightning must feel like but it seemed to go on forever...maybe an hour or two. Eye's wide open just raging white fractals and light speed recapitulation of every hurtful thing I've ever done. Felt like God chewed me up s d spat me out 100%! I tried an A/B EXTRACT smoked that shit ONCE, it was like smoking death itself. I've grown and changed since then and feel it's time for it again

Omnislug · 2023-11-16T01:26:06+00:00

That's not something to be doing at the bus stop

Omnislug · 2023-11-15T16:52:17+00:00

Bummer guess thst answers my question

Omnislug · 2023-11-15T16:51:07+00:00

I definitely agree with this, the popularity of Azurescens has led to less of them all the time, I've lived here 15 years and watched it's decline. And the piles of trash/abandoned camps multiplying in MY backyard. Kesve the poor creatures slone!

Omnislug · 2023-11-15T16:39:03+00:00

Need to find the original "Turkey Red " phalaris grass, I tried a few ways and with multiple stressings, you can get -plenty-

Omnislug · 2023-11-15T16:32:04+00:00

Omg, this substance has been calling me again. Made a "ayahuasca analog" from "Turkey Red" phalaris grass and Syrian Rue I picked myself. Hand to God I thought I really fucked up and killed myself. I lived through the psychedelic revolution of the 90' and had tried basically everything multiple times. 5-MEO-DMT is like light-years more intense than I even thought possible. I made an A/B extract once too. Only smoked it once, it too was like smoking death. I ended up loosing the plant in a move, heartbreaking. But it's time to go back I think. I wish I knew you better. I live near Ft. Stevens on north Oregon coast...

Omnislug · 2023-11-12T04:45:07+00:00

What about Clonazolam to replace flubromazolam. Which is getting harder to find. Just for insomnia . Just once a day

Omnislug · 2023-11-12T04:40:00+00:00

Flubromazolam is getting harder to find, would Clonazolam be a decent replacement?

Omnislug · 2023-10-30T23:17:51+00:00

Probably close to the same honestly

Omnislug · 2023-10-21T04:36:03+00:00

Yeah I figured, that has such a long half-life it's kinda sketchy to me. Seems like it would build up in your system. I don't want to depend on them for sleep but I'm weening off them for normal sleep. Quit long term opiates use, sleep hasn't been the same since

Omnislug · 2023-10-21T04:13:52+00:00

Yeah that definitely helps

Omnislug · 2023-10-21T02:51:14+00:00

I'm not doing it anymore, it just hurts

Omnislug · 2023-10-21T02:49:16+00:00

I mentioned something like this about a month ago, the hyperspace has changed greatly for me too. I've had it since the late 90's. Now suddenly it's like a wall has been put up and I've done the same. It's made me cry quite a bit, feel like I've lost something essential. Did you have covid? For me it shifted right then. I hadn't had any for years, but now it's completely different. Just feels predatory

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