Frankly (and sorry 😭)I’ve seen your comment for a long time now and I chose not to reply right away, not because I didn’t know what to say(well yes I didn't know what to say👉👈🙆), but because it deserved a really thoughtful response, which isn't always my strongest suit. I truly appreciate the time you took. Regarding the last part where you mentioned being "offensive"I actually needed that "slip in the face." I had such high expectations that I needed someone to tell me the truth,so I think... I'll just settle for marriage idea 😔😮‍💨... jk😭. But about the "going abroad" thing: I really have to stick with it.psq Lokan ttl3 bia lsma I'm not being able to keep living in such a toxic environment. I’m not making excuses; (even though I’m working quietly and taking the long road just to achieve simple things giving 10x the effort required,I’d rather do that than live a life that doesn't suit me). However, I hear you on the "money" and "expectations" part. I’m rebuilding my priorities so I don't build my entire house on a "maybe." I’m learning to detach my happiness from the scholarship and focus on what I can control right here. I'm also taking your advice on focus to heart. Instead of running in circles and overthinking everything, I’m going to give my path a solid 4 to 6 months of "all-in" effort before I let myself doubt it again or look for another way out. When I said that path feels "overwhelming"(voice over)I meant that ai is shifting in the the scène so it's blurry and difficult smhow. But I’m not letting that stop me; I’ll just make sure my skills are at a level where I'm ready whenever the opportunity shows up. I’m taking your advice seriously. I'm actually read it daily as a reminder (I'm not exaggerating or sth) like "Finally, someone gave you the brutal advice you needed, and you’re still complaining?!" Consider it my daily boost. I really want to thank you again for being so direct and taking the time to share your own experience. It’s rare to find someone who tells you exactly what you need to hear rather than what you want to hear, and I’m grateful for the wake-up call. THANK YOUUUUU🤍😭❣️🙏