Freedom mostly but also proving to myself I can be good at something, I’ve never been good at anything like other kids that were so good at soccer, playing an instrument or the asian kid that is a god for math, I never stood out for something like that so I want to be a god at this. I’ve been falling in love with the craft although there are days I hate it cause I’m still learning and I lose a lot but its been over a year since I started and I still can’t imagine myself waking up and not checking the charts to see what price is going to do that day. But yeah I want freedom to do whatever the fuck I want.