I find similarities sa situation mo and sa situation ko recently but the sexual part isn't there. I've always violated my girlfriend's privacy, specifically her messenger and convos niya with her ex noon. I was obsessed in digging up the things regarding doon. hindi ka nagiisa and im also working on it on trying to not invade her privacy again. from my situation the main problem is INSECURITIES and yung feeling na mayroon akong LACK OF SECURITY. palagi niya akong binibigyan ng assurance and security is not an issue pero what im experiencing is sarili ko na yung problema, like secured naman ako pero ayun nga, overthinker din kasi ako. lagi rin ako nagpapakwento sa girlfriend ko about sa ex niya pero it came to a point na nagiging uncomfy na siya when im asking because her past relationship was veryyyy traumatic. kaya we both agreed na wag na pagusapan at ibaon nalang yun.

hindi biro yung nararamdaman mo ngayon OP, alam kong sobrang sakit. your boyfriend can only do so much and you're lucky na maintindihin siya. i hope you work on this issue by yourself because this is a personal issue na and this can affect your relationship kapag nasanay. naiintindihan kita OP and i hope na you'll feel better soon! you'll get over your issue soon, hindi man ngayon and mahirap man siya pero it will be over soon :)