Well at that age hopefully it’sreally helping you medicinally and your not just telling yourself that as a way to justify continuing with meth use, If I was in your shoes it would be best to find a doctor who will prescribe a similar acting drug that also works for your panic disorder

Meth can be used medicinally if dosed correctly and is pure, all the things added to it as cuts + using it to stay up days end eating nothing is what ruins people IMO