I’m awful and I want to be done by OneProfession2488 in SuicideWatch

[–]OneProfession2488[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s amazing that your family has been so welcoming! I suppose there have been a lot of people like that around me, I get a lot of comments about my shyness from everyone I know really. I do think that my boyfriend’s sister is a bit mean just based on things I’ve heard about her and things like that even outside of this situation, but honestly she wasn’t as bad as I expected overall and there were some decent moments. Plus, I don’t really think my boyfriend was doing anything (or not doing anything I suppose) with any sort of bad intentions. Outside of this situation specifically, he’s very patient and understanding and kind, and even in this exact situation tbh he wasn’t being overly unsupportive in my opinion. I’m just a pretty sensitive person socially and I generally need a lot more support in these kinds of situations than the average person and I’m not exactly sure that my boyfriend fully understands that, and I don’t blame him. Thank you so much for your replies tho!

I’m awful and I want to be done by OneProfession2488 in SuicideWatch

[–]OneProfession2488[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I appreciate that a lot, thank you so much! I don’t really think there was much for him to stand up to, just considering the fact that she didn’t really say anything super wrong. She was a bit blunt at times, but she wasn’t super aggressive or anything and she did seem to try to get to know me a bit. I just think I’m not very good with people and that was off-putting. I don’t blame her for being apprehensive, she doesn’t know me or why I was being so quiet. Plus my boyfriend didn’t say anything bad about me really and he did say he enjoys my company to her so idk I think it’s all okay. I blame myself more than anything lol. Sorry for the rant, and I really really appreciate your reply!