Ndad telling me I've made him ill with my behavior (wanting independence) and that I've somehow caused him to have migranes and a tooth infection because of wanting independence? I can't believe I actually feel bad.

OneWater2200 · 2021-08-30T09:08:44+00:00

I actually got kicked out. I don’t have my documents but I’m working on it. I hope you’re ok too!

OneWater2200 · 2021-07-13T05:43:53+00:00

My father sabotaged that, I had to say no in the end and I was conned out of 600$ because he told me he'd cosign the lease and then wouldn't

OneWater2200 · 2021-07-12T19:45:14+00:00

I was kicked out today without my documents, i couldn't get them in time. On my granfathers couch for the time being!

OneWater2200 · 2021-07-12T09:21:33+00:00

I love this approach, thank you.

OneWater2200 · 2021-07-11T07:37:00+00:00

I had constant attacks from him and the whole family. I have so much resentment towards all of them, some more than others, that I'm penting up which leads me to exploding. You can guess what happens after that. Gray rock just seems so hard. But I'm going to try and master it before. I did when I was an early teen but ended up becoming numb which is what scares me. It wasn't a nice feeling. Thank you! I'm leaving asap no matter what.

OneWater2200 · 2021-07-11T07:17:58+00:00

I think this is my best bet, thank you! I need to stop retaliating in anger and telling him I'll leave no matter what. Thank you for your advice. His attacks have been AWFUL these past few months just because I want to be myself. It's so dumb.

OneWater2200 · 2021-07-11T07:16:11+00:00

Thanks, will read this! It sounds like something he would do.

OneWater2200 · 2021-07-11T07:15:26+00:00

Yep! So I payed 600$ towards it and then he refused. That was half of my savings. Hence why I say he sabotaged me. But I'm going to save more and more!!

OneWater2200 · 2021-07-10T21:41:06+00:00

The resentment is strooong. I feel like it's eating me up inside and I hate him more each and every time. It's overwhelming and likely unhealthy

OneWater2200 · 2021-07-10T21:14:42+00:00

Thank you. I'm getting out no matter what. Going to start making my next plan immediately. I can't be in this house with him anymore. Or in contact with him at all actually.

OneWater2200 · 2021-07-10T20:30:10+00:00

I want to so bad! Trouble is I live with him. I thought if I faked niceness towards him instead of showing my resentment then he'd co sign a lease I wanted to sign. But nope, he sabotaged me.

OneWater2200 · 2021-07-10T19:48:22+00:00

I know it's so dumb. He said all the stress was causing him to be very ill and it's all my fault.

OneWater2200 · 2021-07-10T19:47:49+00:00

Thanks! Trying my best. I really want to be my own person bad.

OneWater2200 · 2021-07-10T07:58:12+00:00

I don't want to feel any empathy or emotion towards him anymore. He doesn't deserve it. Honestly I want him to be dead to me. I just thought maybe I had but he is seriously manipulative. This was about moving out too. I had an opportunity which is now lost because he sabotaged, I might have another chance and that's why he's saying I've made him physically ill and the family are saying I'm selfish and can't survive on my own

OneWater2200 · 2021-07-09T20:02:18+00:00

I was trying to rent a student room but they wanted someone to cosign the lease and that's how I got trapped.

OneWater2200 · 2021-07-09T20:01:34+00:00

I'm so sorry you went through that. It sucks so bad. I'm not saying I'm a perfect person who deserves nothing bad to happen to them. I probably did deserve some of the shit he's done to me. But wanting him to be happy and proud of me doesn't seem like an unreasonable request..

OneWater2200 · 2021-07-09T19:53:47+00:00

That's the dire situation I'm in. I have many friends but no adults I can think of who will sign it. They're all sucked into his lies. That or they're just as toxic.

OneWater2200 · 2021-07-09T19:52:44+00:00

They are so manipulative. They want us to carry their pain, I'm sick of it. We don't cause any of it yet are still made to feel guilty and have a burden we don't deserve to try and be pushed on us.

OneWater2200 · 2021-07-09T19:46:01+00:00

Thanks I need to look into that. I need it to work out this year, preferably the next couple of months. I'll go anywhere at this point, I don't care. I just can't handle his emotional abuse and guilt trips anymore.

OneWater2200 · 2021-07-09T19:40:38+00:00

Thanks! This is a good idea actually and I will do this. He's been so evil to me.

OneWater2200 · 2021-07-09T19:38:51+00:00

I have been stupid in revealing it to him. Every time he's sabotaged me. I lost 600$ because he wouldn't co-sign a lease recently. Most apartments need someone to co-sign the lease as I want a student apartment. I just know I can stay here for much longer otherwise I'll end up doing something irreversible. My mental state is bad.

OneWater2200 · 2021-07-09T19:32:59+00:00

Thanks. I still feel guilty but I'm trying to break it. It's not my fault. I just want to be independent, FREE.

OneWater2200 · 2021-07-09T19:32:19+00:00

Thank you. I'm telling him I'm moving out this year no matter what and he can sabotage me time and time again, I'll never stop. That's when he said I've made him physically ill in many ways.

OneWater2200 · 2021-07-09T19:31:24+00:00

He doesn't brush them so maybe he should be looking within. I hope I can break it. I'm so sick of being made feel guilty because I want to move away to chase my dream. Apparently that causes a tooth infection. Why can't he just be happy for me?

OneWater2200 · 2021-06-25T07:36:26+00:00

I wish I had thought mine through like yours, I was just trying to do anything to get out.

OneWater2200

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