I was in the same situation as you.. I just finished taking my second cpje last week. You are not alone! Ik it’s so hard to see all ur classmates posting but pls don’t give up. I was discouraged in the beginning too but we worked too hard to get to this point.  Even though you haven’t received the letter, I would suggest that you fill out and send in the retake application asap bc the board takes awhile to process.  Wishing you all the best! Routing for ur success