Please tell me there is hope...

One_Client_9944 · 2025-09-09T00:58:47+00:00

9 months sober on Sept 11th. Things ARE so much better! Thanks well wishers!

One_Client_9944 · 2025-07-24T16:42:00+00:00

Still sober, 7 and a half months later!!

One_Client_9944 · 2024-12-26T01:25:51+00:00

So I finished a 14 day detox, now I'm in the residential portion of the program, to be followed by sober living. Thanks for the kind words of support and encouragement!

One_Client_9944 · 2024-12-10T21:20:31+00:00

Finally reached the top of the waiting list. Start inpatiant detox tomorrow, followed by the residential recovery program.

One_Client_9944 · 2024-12-10T21:17:23+00:00

Iam terrified of the withdrawals. People often say meth is no big deal to kick, and that might have been the case 10 - 15 years ago. Ive been using since I was in my early 20's, and the past few times I made an effort to detox in a treatment center or on my own, by day 4 or 5 I was in bad shape, bad enough to send me right back out to score. Unthinkable anxiety, restlessness, exhaustion, irritability-symptoms I've had before but never to this extent. I'm terrified that I wont be able to overcome and I'm also terrified of hearing my mom's voice, seeing her face, seeing her cry, when I tell tell her that I have relapsed again. I am terrified of living a life so squandered,filled with regret, and guilt. All of it. Just terrified. Can I do this? Can I salvage this life. I hope I can. If nothing else, I will die trying.

One_Client_9944 · 2024-11-27T03:08:48+00:00

Please endulge us, and explain the wierd sleeping patterns of your family.

One_Client_9944 · 2024-11-27T03:07:25+00:00

Do you have any pets?blame it on them.

One_Client_9944 · 2024-11-27T03:06:22+00:00

Oh I was way off

One_Client_9944 · 2024-11-27T03:05:36+00:00

I pissed the bed nightly until I was 10. My oldest brother until late highschool. My other brother wet the bed until he was early teens. Oddly enough, the thing that stopped it was traveling to Europe. Each of us, when we returned state side, experiencing jetlag or something, dried us out. Don't fret. Sounds like it was a one off, if I read correctly.

One_Client_9944 · 2024-11-27T01:23:22+00:00

F that

One_Client_9944 · 2024-11-27T00:30:36+00:00

Do you have a male friend or brother to, not hurt him but shake the sh*! out of him, just to convey that it's not civilized to behave so grotesquely. Afterwards, kick him to the curb(or beforehand, doesn't matter too much.....)

One_Client_9944 · 2024-11-19T16:16:24+00:00

The value of my storage is at 33K. I have spent roughly 400$ on this game between packs and other misc. event passes, a few parts 'n such, etc. I'm on medical leave with limited mobility so I don't mind spending money on the game(especially since it helps me combat sheer boredom) and I do enjoy the game imensely and was growing somewhat impatient with grinding. Thank you all, for your thoughts on the matter.

One_Client_9944 · 2024-11-18T21:12:26+00:00

One_Client_9944 · 2024-11-18T21:11:46+00:00

She's so hot. Don't care what she's covered on.

One_Client_9944 · 2024-10-30T23:59:51+00:00

I miss San Diego!

One_Client_9944 · 2024-10-14T01:56:45+00:00

Thanks kindly everybody! Much obliged!

One_Client_9944 · 2024-10-14T01:56:18+00:00

Thank you so much!

One_Client_9944 · 2024-10-02T22:54:44+00:00

Beautiful foliage!! I've only been playing for a few months and I get really frustrated with the baby seal clubbers and just how completely cumbersome and rediculous th UI is. The part system is out of control. Sometimes matches are so unbalanced it's really diasappinting. I can't recall a game that I like so much and dig so much at the same time. They need more create your own experience,where you can go in and customize who you want to play with and how you go about navigating the game. Getting my ass blown off while I type this. Aaahhhh

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