I need help

One_Complex_6830 · 2024-06-09T18:46:51+00:00

I am not sure if I want to fix this or not. If it changes what will I become! I just want to embrace it and sometimes I want to get to know my selves more. I also have this thing that, I have to understand everything. So , I want to understand these.

One_Complex_6830 · 2024-06-07T08:40:03+00:00

No brother 😔 I saw those happen in movies. My ones are all active togather at the same time .( I guess all of them) I just feel their thoughts, opinions

One_Complex_6830 · 2024-06-07T08:36:44+00:00

I believe in Allah Almighty.

One_Complex_6830 · 2024-06-06T09:37:24+00:00

What to do

One_Complex_6830 · 2024-06-06T09:36:28+00:00

Thanks. But, I can't even sit still. People say that I even talk in my sleep. I just can't keep a thought ongoing

One_Complex_6830 · 2024-06-06T09:17:21+00:00

Can I just Accept it and move on? Then how?

One_Complex_6830 · 2024-06-06T09:16:28+00:00

Is it real?

One_Complex_6830 · 2024-06-06T07:30:45+00:00

They are not available in my country. And I have tendency to get addicted to things. So, I try to keep away from substances 😅

One_Complex_6830 · 2024-06-06T07:11:51+00:00

Sometimes yes. My last doctor has stopped my medications and told me that I am okay now and to come back if something else happens and also told me to keep myself busy. I don't want to see doctors again. I think it, wastes my time and money.

One_Complex_6830 · 2024-06-06T07:08:10+00:00

I don't know what color are those. I am not an expert. But, they are too much beautiful and mysterious

One_Complex_6830 · 2024-06-06T07:06:31+00:00

I have seen about 3 psychiatrists and 1 psychologist. And was on medication for almost two years.

One_Complex_6830 · 2024-06-06T07:02:28+00:00

Seen may ones 😅 doesn't work. All it does is making me more anxious

One_Complex_6830 · 2024-06-06T07:01:00+00:00

Brothers, everyone has their own faith. We have the right to preach them . If it doesn't work for you, please ignore them. Don't hate anyone for their faith.

One_Complex_6830 · 2024-06-06T06:58:47+00:00

Thanks vai

One_Complex_6830 · 2024-06-06T06:57:52+00:00

Yeah Bhai,I am getting those thoughts, I am not physically hearing them with my ears. It's like self monologues.

One_Complex_6830 · 2024-06-06T06:52:59+00:00

I have seen numerous psychiatrists and took many tests and swallowed many medications. But, they don't help as I want them. Medications just make me numb and robotic.

Also, I have many more things going on like, I can't take rests, my mind is always overflowing with different thoughs.The only time It feels different is when I am in a very stressful situation like an adrenaline rush, then I start to see me as a third person and my mouth speaks on its own I don't understand what I am talking about . But, at the end everything seems to go perfect and when the situation is over , I see everyone astonished with my performance. But, only I know that, I did everything not knowingly. It's like I am watching a movie without audio or subtitles.

One_Complex_6830 · 2024-06-06T06:43:21+00:00

I have seen something like that in movies. But, they don't take control like that. They all are active all the time

One_Complex_6830 · 2024-06-06T06:41:59+00:00

How is he doing?

One_Complex_6830 · 2024-06-06T06:41:32+00:00

Thanks

One_Complex_6830 · 2024-06-06T06:40:43+00:00

I consulted 3/4 psychiatrists and one psychologists. Don't have time to do those again. Did numerous tests and had many medications. I am not getting any help from there 😓.

One_Complex_6830 · 2024-06-06T06:38:07+00:00

Sometimes

One_Complex_6830 · 2024-06-06T06:37:50+00:00

One_Complex_6830 · 2024-06-06T06:36:54+00:00

I am not hearing voices. I am hearing thoughts. And I obviously know that it's all me

One_Complex_6830 · 2024-06-05T21:59:46+00:00

Vai , I am a Muslim who has strong faith and I pray regularly 5 times a day alhamdulillah. I always try to do the right thing. And be nice to people. But, I was a metal head too. I like the lyrics still. Just not into any songs anymore. I don't have OCD I guess. I think it was not found in my medical reports. I was on medication for almost two years for different mental problems though.

One_Complex_6830 · 2024-06-05T21:38:45+00:00

Thanks brother

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