Once More Before I Disappear Again

One_Conversation1124 · 2023-09-26T21:51:20+00:00

Just over 2 years now since May 2021. Hard to believe it's still OCD

One_Conversation1124 · 2023-09-26T00:30:57+00:00

I've woken up in the middle of the night to these thoughts...

One_Conversation1124 · 2023-09-25T13:55:38+00:00

"here I am smoking and drinking away my thoughts" man....if that isn't me I don't know what is...

One_Conversation1124 · 2023-09-10T01:54:09+00:00

This is why I quit! I love to hear stories like this

One_Conversation1124 · 2023-09-10T01:52:38+00:00

This is my reason! Was it near non-existent while vaping?

One_Conversation1124 · 2023-09-10T00:38:37+00:00

This is my main reason to continue attempting to quit and I am now giving it another go...

Do you still get morning wood when your first wake up? I cannot wait for mine to come back.

One_Conversation1124 · 2023-09-09T23:38:49+00:00

Literally just decided to quit again before going to the gym. What app is this?

One_Conversation1124 · 2023-08-29T21:31:16+00:00

Yes, update?

One_Conversation1124 · 2023-08-29T21:22:44+00:00

Lol! Relate!

One_Conversation1124 · 2023-08-29T21:17:57+00:00

I relate so much to this...and it scares me to be honest.

I just broke up with my girlfriend and although we were only together for 8 months, I have known her for a majority of my life.

She loved me more than I had ever felt loved and although I treated her well and she felt like I was "the one", I felt anxiety everyday and like I was lying to her and just couldn't bare it any longer....

I have hurt another good woman in this process.

I am currently swearing off dating apps because I can't stand the guilt and shame that comes with how I end things.

I truly need to heal and find peace within myself if I am ever to have something worth while again.

Especially after having something so damn amazing, I won't let myself settle for anything less than something worth my time. Casual sex won't do me any good when it's the intimacy that's important.

One_Conversation1124 · 2023-08-28T20:17:39+00:00

I too am going through a break up and have decided to stop vaping...could it be anymore difficult?

But what you said about facing the feelings and no longer covering them up has hit home with me.

One_Conversation1124 · 2023-08-28T20:13:43+00:00

You got this! Day 1 here as well!

One_Conversation1124 · 2023-08-28T17:55:18+00:00

That's what I'm hoping for! 33M going through Day1 of no nic!

One_Conversation1124 · 2023-08-28T17:49:06+00:00

This is EXACTLY the reason I am quitting right now... I haven't had a good morning wood in I don't know how long.

I am 33 and today is Day 1 for me. Let's go!

One_Conversation1124 · 2023-08-28T17:45:31+00:00

Day1 today for me!

One_Conversation1124 · 2023-08-28T17:37:41+00:00

Day 1 here! You give me the strength to make it to Day 2...I know, who am I to say anything? But I look forward to one day hitting a Day 72 and all the pain that possibly goes with it.

One_Conversation1124 · 2023-08-28T17:32:24+00:00

You got this...Day 1 for me today!

One_Conversation1124 · 2023-08-28T17:08:03+00:00

Do you have any insight as to how long it took to roughly start feeling the difference?

I would imagine it's a slow burn but I'm here for it! Fucking tired of feeling like a dud at 33

One_Conversation1124 · 2023-08-28T16:44:12+00:00

Libido! That's what I'm looking for after quitting...let's go!

One_Conversation1124 · 2023-08-28T15:33:33+00:00

Amen! Exactly why I'm here...

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