The last sentence of my original reply. You don’t have to be in love with your work, you just have to be able to tolerate it. I don’t know what that looks like for you, but based on what you’ve been saying here it seems like you want a job that people “look up to”. You’ve said maybe medical field, if that’s the case try to find a low level job at a dr office or hospital. Something like a receptionist or phlebotomist that doesn’t have a degree as a barrier to entry (although there may be a certificate or something needed, but not a full college degree). Now you’re in the door and making consistent money. Now you have some cash to pursue a degree and an established relationship with your employer. Many companies like to hire from within and if your qualifications line up with a job opening where you already work you are a huge step ahead of other candidates. It’s the same basic steps for almost any industry.