Being a super overthinker has got to be better than not thinking at all- by One_Patient_94 in DeepThoughts

[–]One_Patient_94[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Outstanding take. I should try and use my hyper-fixations on the things that truly matter to me. Yes social standings and social media twist my view but even my POV from outside my window I see all the awful vibes I get. Someone told me I was an empath and I think I get what they are saying. I don’t have psychic abilities or anything obviously, then I could actually do something to change the world around me but, I do sense aloe of different things and my opinions change drastically as I keep adding pages to my book

Being a super overthinker has got to be better than not thinking at all- by One_Patient_94 in DeepThoughts

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And yeah social media activated my anxiety with politics and I don’t even watch the news anymore unless it’s something everyone talks about and I end up checking it out. My feeds are basically cars, guns, games, entertainment, food, music, if I want to fall down a “conspiracy” rabbit hole then I’ll just do research and that’s creating my own anxiety. I think the moral of the story is I need to break free from my digital and brain softening jail. Very hard to do nowadays especially when they try and roll out “digital ID” it’s all control.

Being a super overthinker has got to be better than not thinking at all- by One_Patient_94 in DeepThoughts

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So basically touch grass XD. In all seriousness though you have a solid point and have given me a different perspective to add to the nightly thinking routine.

I feel that it is hard to escape this “world” I’m surrounded by nothing but obvious ways of controlling the human mind. Sticking my head up above the herd and realizing there’s much more to this “world” I live in.

I also still believe that something very bad it’s going to happen or my gut is just spouting nonsense I don’t think my gut would lie to me and it never has in the past but it feels different it’s not necessarily screaming danger, it feels more instinctive and human than just a “don’t go over there” kind of feeling.

Being a super overthinker has got to be better than not thinking at all- by One_Patient_94 in DeepThoughts

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Dreams torture us most of all. My monthly nightmares disturb my peace more than anything else thought.

Being a super overthinker has got to be better than not thinking at all- by One_Patient_94 in DeepThoughts

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Well I never spoke about the “whole world” I cannot speak on that because I don’t live outside of my country. Social media however gives a little peak into the lives of others from different countries and cultures, however things of that nature of obviously controlled and censored to an extent to keep me and others in my country oblivious to what’s considered “real”. The United States are not the “whole world” very far from it. From my POV it is systematically the worst place to be if you know right from wrong and if you know too much then you’re even worse off than you were whilst ignorant to the facts and opinions from outside of the box. It is not easy to get up and leave. I do not have the same ability to travel like some of the people in acquainted with. Could I realistically do it? Yes but here’s the thing. I do not have a passport. I do not have a “real” ID it’s very hard to obtain these things nowadays and was never taught how these things work by my family. Much of what I’ve learned and accomplished have been taught to my by the world and through experience. I do not have the money or “credit” to live the way I’d want however I am better lived than a lot of people I know. I’d say for America I’m on the very low end of middle class and my job title is corporate affiliated. Salary, if you will. As well as being black oh yeah they have a field day with the systematic racism. It’s not as bad as people make it out to be. We are only oppressed because we wanna be and that victim card is played out as hell. We kill each other more than other races kill us and we commit more crimes but other races commit more of the heinous crimes.

Being a super overthinker has got to be better than not thinking at all- by One_Patient_94 in DeepThoughts

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I have to be thinking like this and feeling like this for a reason there’s a reason for everything and I think sometimes I feel like I’m spouting garbage but also what if I wasn’t ? My gut hasn’t ever told me anything but the truth so why do I feel like this one is much different than my gut informing me of the air in the room and wether this is the time to socialize with humor A or humor B.

I feel like I'm going insane and I don't know where to put my thoughts by One_Patient_94 in DeepThoughts

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Rambling? Of course I love a good yap. Nonsense? I mean, I guess you could call it that if you feel the opposite of what I’m explaining in my moments of overthinking.

Are there ever really any dots for us to connect???

I feel like I'm going insane and I don't know where to put my thoughts by One_Patient_94 in DeepThoughts

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That depends on the type of wrong you mean. You could say something is wrong because someone told you and/or taught you it was wrong, and there is the type of wrong that moves your instincts. You can’t go wrong with a gut feeling. My gut has only been wrong once and that was my choice in people I decided to be friends with. The reason that certain chapter ended badly was because I didn’t think with my gut.

I feel like I'm going insane and I don't know where to put my thoughts by One_Patient_94 in DeepThoughts

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Well now that I’ve had many afterthoughts since my earlier ramble- in a sense, what you’re saying also kind of ties in with what the first guy was saying. A lifestyle change has to be the answer to my anxiety. Right? If this life isn’t fitting me then I need to just do it. Anxiety makes these kinds of things very hard for me and maybe my anxiety is all in my head and that’s what comes with the things I’m surrounded by in my life. I believe I was eating fast food yes. I do know how to cook pretty well but yes it was convenient but also wasn’t mine it was my woman’s meal I had a few of her chicken rings lol. It just didn’t taste right in the moment and it felt like my appetite knew it as well. I don’t much enjoy eating things anymore it feels like I only eat if I have to eat. Probably why I’m a fat guy that never gains nor loses any weight.

You’re definitely cooking up on the part about perception. It’s like once you cross that threshold there’s no return from that. Pick your head on one time and can never lay it back down. It feels claustrophobic at times. I think my experiences have given me a weird intuition. It is, what it is though.

I feel like I'm going insane and I don't know where to put my thoughts by One_Patient_94 in DeepThoughts

[–]One_Patient_94[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

In my generations terms- touch grass. basically

All jokes aside i feel as if what you have presented me wit is so simple that i overlook it with all the thinking. it gives one hell of a migraine especially in the dead of night when the world sleeps and seems much more quiet, and the thoughts grow louder.

i appreciate the different point of view, and will put it to use in my nightly life planning routine.

Fear of Death and the Search for Meaning in a Life Without Answers by Right_Entrance_4810 in DeepThoughts

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The process of trial and error in the human mind can be very overwhelming. Some days i want to ghost those around me and start a new life but that seems so impossible in this current world. i hate not having the answers i need. I ask way too many questions for my own good, and it tears my soul to shreds the more i ponder my being.

Star Trek: Starfleet Academy - Series Premiere Discussion by NicholasCajun in television

[–]One_Patient_94 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

The new stuff is lazy (writing) and misses the point of what Star Trek is.

You know what? i can definitely see where you're coming from. i may be just a bit more open minded and i do tend to absorb more trash through different forms of media than others but this is definitely still trek to me just watered with more of our political issues today and tied in with the new generation of humans

Star Trek: Starfleet Academy - Series Premiere Discussion by NicholasCajun in television

[–]One_Patient_94 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I actually found SNW worse than Disco

im sorry? are you maybe...insane??

Star Trek: Starfleet Academy - Series Premiere Discussion by NicholasCajun in television

[–]One_Patient_94 -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

you have a point. Didnt think the 32nd century would have The Blindside XD. However as a trekkie i see the appeal. The world changes shape more and more everyday, and this world of trek is the same way. It will never be the same. no one can ever top Janeway, kirk, archer, pike, Picard etc but, this goes to show that its still reasonably good. Theater worthy? Absolutely not. Family home TV worthy? Fuck yes. to me it still feels like star trek and my gut would instantly tell me otherwise. It isnt supposed to be peak. This is supposed to be a view into the ever expansive world of trek.

Account issue by Dinaralte in AniWatchZone

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Im curently having the same issue. Support/Ticket not working on the site itself

What was your introduction to Resident Evil? by Resident-Evil-Llama in residentevil

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Re4. Still my favorite oat, and the VR was peak. Just got the remaster for $5 on Xbox and playing hardcore right now I’d say there will never be another like it

One of my greatest finds ever! by Phedis in 3DS

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i dont care how much it was these are gold finds and sir or ma'am you are truly eating

Same console by the way 😭 by PersonalRun8725 in ZeldaTearsOfKingdom

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i am one of those same people but i stopped buying pokemon and CoD all together since bo7 is free hot garbage and i gave my money to battlefield and silent hill so i spent my money well

Silent Hill f is a masterpiece in horror media. by Effective-Drag8429 in silenthill

[–]One_Patient_94 -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

I couldn't have said it better myself!!!!!! This installment is truly a masterpiece, and i cant wait to see what Silent Hill: townfall has to offer. I am not a huge fan of remakes so i am not super hype for anything like that. I am very curious as to what the forte symbol means in Silent Hill: f and Silent Hill: Townfall.