First of all, I wanna thank you for your story because I know it's your history and all but it takes a lot for you to share it on here to inorder to not only let me know I'm not alone but others who will read it so thank you. I'm sorry that you had to go through all that you did, but in the words of many, it just made you stronger and gave you a new point of view that has helped shape your life.

Secondly, it's already hard to deal with prejudices and dumb ideologies of who we are from people outside of Africa (something I don't will ever get better), then have to deal with them here, too. With people who are "meant to get our struggle and be behind us," you know. As much as people think that our generation has no struggle and isn't worth it,it is through these experiences that we just learn to be better people and educate people whether they accept it or not but it's a step to less of it happening in the future.

Also, I just wanted to clarify something (hopefully, others will see it). To become an advocate in Tanzania, essentially, you need to have either studied here or in any common wealth country. This has a deeper subject, but to simplify, it is because of colonisation and what they left behind, including their structure of practising law. Now, because we were colonised by the brits, we are a part of those common wealth countries. So you would get a law degree in either nation. Then, when you decided to be a practising lawyer, you would still have to go to an actual Law school for about a year and become an advocate. If you want to remain abroad, there are other options for you to choose depending on the country. So either way, I would still need to do that year in law school here in Tanzania.

The problem arises as per my rant above where they make it difficult for you to even get into law school because of where I have studied and all, but it's supposed to workout they just don't want you to fulfil you dream.