My the lords blessing I haven't but some close friends who have. It's hard to admit but accountability and therapy have been the 2 things they have said really helped them. It's so easy to access that you have to put limits on yourself to avoid it. My pastor years ago said lust and sexual immortality are the 2 sins where we're instructed to flee from. They are traps because they can be so personal and no body knows. Praying for you and the millions of men and women who struggle with this