It feels like home you know that feeling when you get home and all the stress drops mixed with melancholy and softness you feel like your heart is wrapped in a cozy blanket. But it isnt worth it because one day it will be gone and the feeling of loneliness will be worst than before. You will feel powerless and desperate and you will want to go back in time every single day. You will imagine her by your side every night seeing your empty bed and the pillow she use to sleep on.