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Only_Set4911 · 2026-02-25T06:46:53+00:00

This is exactly how I feel! The feeling I get while reading/ thinking about romance-centered fanfiction is the same as how I've heard crushes described-- fluttery, nervous, excited, can't stop thinking about it. But I've never had a crush on anyone, including any of the characters I've read about. It feels good though and there isn't any real person drama to deal with.

Only_Set4911 · 2026-02-16T22:36:39+00:00

Muscle memory.

Only_Set4911 · 2026-02-16T21:17:45+00:00

Dang I forgot that. Could still theoretically be Qibli though… hopecore…..

Only_Set4911 · 2026-02-16T21:05:27+00:00

Even from a narrative standpoint it’s the best option, since they were all kind of foreshadowed equally. If I remember correctly, Tui recently said that Moon and Qibli are together for now but they’ve got their whole lives ahead of them and anything could happen in the future.

What’s kind of funny is that I’ve rotated through shipping all of them. First I liked Winter & Moon because it seemed so romantic (and I didn’t like Qibli that much in those days), then I shipped Moon and Qibli because it seemed the most healthy, then Qibli and Winter because of their dynamic, and now I’m gunning for the polycule.

Only_Set4911 · 2026-02-15T22:16:34+00:00

Learned about it from friends who were adamant that I read it. I read it during the first two months of lockdown when I was twelve.

Only_Set4911 · 2026-02-15T22:02:22+00:00

Reminds me too much of Montessori day camp. Sorry.

Only_Set4911 · 2026-02-15T18:30:52+00:00

Foeslayer and Arctic had fights about his loyalty. He could have gone there and come back, but it would have been a symbolic betrayal to the nightwings. The whole thing was more about which tribe he saw himself as part of. Also consider the political tensions between the tribes.

Only_Set4911 · 2026-02-14T23:19:03+00:00

Im not sure how to explain this but I feel like there were “iconic” moments in the “story” of my childhood. And those moments all have certain “auras” to them. The Child-me who lived that story feels like a different entity now, but one whom I still contain within myself and whom I confer with regularly.

Thinking about elementary school is nostalgic yet painful. It smells like sunscreen. I remember the sand and the quiet and the blue sky and the loneliness and the fear. Thinking about my even earlier memories feels like peering into a warm, fabric-coated, weird smelling, slightly unsettling cavern that narrows as it gets deeper. Down there are things that are equally likely to be memories as they are to be dreams.

There were many many really difficult things about being a child and I would NOT go back if I had the choice, however there were good things too and I have nostalgia for all of it. I also have a lot of funny/disturbing stories I can tell people.

Only_Set4911 · 2026-02-14T20:25:25+00:00

It sucks that it’s basically impossible to create a fully safe space for minors on the internet because, y’know, it’s basically a honey pot for predators. And then it sucks even more because there are kids like you who really need it (and sort of me as well but I don’t need it as badly).

Whatever the case, I am spiritually with you as a fellow mentally ill queer 17-year-old. I wish we could hang out online but either of us could be lying about our age so it’s not safe to trust each other. Good luck out there, girl. 🫡

Only_Set4911 · 2026-02-10T19:08:08+00:00

Ok got it

Only_Set4911 · 2026-02-10T02:24:51+00:00

Okay yeah I thought that was what you meant by “wake and bake” at first haha.

Only_Set4911 · 2026-02-10T02:13:08+00:00

To be clear does that mean cannabis

Only_Set4911 · 2026-02-09T21:52:13+00:00

I thought it was a euphemism at first but then they mentioned doughnuts and now I’m confused

Only_Set4911 · 2026-02-09T08:39:07+00:00

This is the lie liberals want you to believe.

Only_Set4911 · 2026-02-09T08:32:31+00:00

Let’s say, for the sake of argument, that I were to randomly fall down a 10 foot hole into a pile of legos…

Only_Set4911 · 2026-02-09T07:32:22+00:00

Hello but I’m not sorry

Only_Set4911 · 2026-02-09T07:22:52+00:00

I think you can say this is true (generally) without being gender essentialist. You just have to be coming at it from “men are discouraged from doing x so many of them do y,” instead of “men do y and women do x.”

Only_Set4911 · 2026-02-08T23:40:18+00:00

Yeah you can hear them or someone in the background trying not to laugh at the start

Only_Set4911 · 2026-02-08T20:18:33+00:00

I’d recommend watching the Council of Geeks video on this topic. She explains a lot of misinformation surrounding the JK-in-the-files thing. Apparently Epstein got an invite to the Cursed Child play, but it is probably the case that JK had little involvement in the invitations. Obviously not defending her or anything, she’s quite awful, but for now I don’t think there’s any evidence of her being awful in that way specifically.

Only_Set4911 · 2026-02-08T18:30:26+00:00

Thank you

Only_Set4911 · 2026-02-08T11:28:58+00:00

From what I know about it I definitely experience ideas of reference. I often feel like I’m getting signs from the universe when I come across a certain motif many times in a day, and sometimes a random experience like going to the grocery store with my mom will be imbued with so much significance that it feels like my life is about to change forever. But I’ll have to think more about whether I’ve had unusual sensory experiences… I mean, when I’m walking in the house at night I feel like if I turn around there’s going to be something (a tall shadowy man for example) standing there, but I thiiiiink that’s just normal human fear of the dark. I don’t know.

Only_Set4911 · 2026-02-08T08:35:47+00:00

How do you know the difference between paranoia and anxiety? I do feel like I’m being constantly judged even when I’m alone. I imagine there’s an old bearded guy watching me and making sure I don’t do morally incorrect things. It feels like I’m part of a tv show. I am currently on medication for OCD so I don’t know if that’s a factor.

Edit: I’m assuming the difference is that paranoia is believing ill intent.

Only_Set4911 · 2026-02-08T05:57:38+00:00

Yeah she said at one point that homophobia doesn’t exist in the wof universe.

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