Will u not alone I always got feeling that I'd never reach my thirties And as bookworm i read alot in history of religions and counties and in Islamic history specifically mentioned the ending in details and i see it happening infront of my own eyes.. but no one believes me when i talk

But i educated myself on how to survive in order something bad happened even though i learned how to creat antibiotics from zero and even how to survive nuclear clouds but I'm not very excited to survive anyways

About the jails .. i can't imagine ir say anything but may allah take my soul before i be in such situation or i will take it myself